palamedes THEE sextus (
megatheorem) wrote in
deercountry2022-05-24 11:36 pm
[morning viktor is typically a little groggy, accent thick and a general irritation with the world existing until he inevitably remembers things like science and pal exist. the world is on thin ice but he'll give it that.
meaning he's yawning as he comes over, resting his forehead for a moment on pal's shoulder before forcing himself to straighten and Exist properly. or at least better.]
Mm, no, I haven't heard anything about them. Unless you mean a general understanding of their existence. [he wants to believe pal knows of blueberries. either way he assumes they Do Something.
he watches pal eat it, curious to see what effect it might have. usually mental, he's found, so he doesn't expect anything to show physically. that was for the weird flower food.]
What would you like to try? [he asks, reaching to take a blueberry, though more just to examine it. he doesn't want them both to have some weird effect until they know what it is. thank god they both didn't eat the grapes, and thank god they both had the lemon at the same time. maybe less thank god there but it would have maybe been a little Much to suddenly deal with.]
meaning he's yawning as he comes over, resting his forehead for a moment on pal's shoulder before forcing himself to straighten and Exist properly. or at least better.]
Mm, no, I haven't heard anything about them. Unless you mean a general understanding of their existence. [he wants to believe pal knows of blueberries. either way he assumes they Do Something.
he watches pal eat it, curious to see what effect it might have. usually mental, he's found, so he doesn't expect anything to show physically. that was for the weird flower food.]
What would you like to try? [he asks, reaching to take a blueberry, though more just to examine it. he doesn't want them both to have some weird effect until they know what it is. thank god they both didn't eat the grapes, and thank god they both had the lemon at the same time. maybe less thank god there but it would have maybe been a little Much to suddenly deal with.]
[he is further appeased by his morning forehead kiss (tm), the little crease of annoyance in his brow starting to ease, blueberry considered more thoughtfully.
good, pal knows blueberries, that's excellent news. what genuinely wakes him further is 'healing abilities,' glancing over with a quirked brow.]
You want to see if they'll work on my lungs. [he does not sound hopeful, though he doesn't sound particularly doubtful either. a careful neutrality he tries to keep about this sort of thing, for both their sakes at this point.
the blueberry he's holding gets pressed to pal's lips, a quirk of his own as he offers,] Worth a try. At the very least we can cross that off the possible blueberry effect list if it does not work.
good, pal knows blueberries, that's excellent news. what genuinely wakes him further is 'healing abilities,' glancing over with a quirked brow.]
You want to see if they'll work on my lungs. [he does not sound hopeful, though he doesn't sound particularly doubtful either. a careful neutrality he tries to keep about this sort of thing, for both their sakes at this point.
the blueberry he's holding gets pressed to pal's lips, a quirk of his own as he offers,] Worth a try. At the very least we can cross that off the possible blueberry effect list if it does not work.
It would be pointless not to try. [viktor admits- he has no doubt allen or chizuru at least will offer the same the moment they realize, so better to be disappointed or shocked now than later.
still, pal is sweet as he always is and viktor presses a kiss to the same shoulder he was resting against a moment before, moving to sit on the edge of the table and watch this magical blueberry devouring.
of course he reaches out too, already wanting pal closer again.] It should be up to you, you are the one suffering through a food you do not like for this.
[which again, sweet. his tone is softer when he says,] Let's try it. Stranger things have happened here, though usually of the terrible variety.
still, pal is sweet as he always is and viktor presses a kiss to the same shoulder he was resting against a moment before, moving to sit on the edge of the table and watch this magical blueberry devouring.
of course he reaches out too, already wanting pal closer again.] It should be up to you, you are the one suffering through a food you do not like for this.
[which again, sweet. his tone is softer when he says,] Let's try it. Stranger things have happened here, though usually of the terrible variety.
[ah, excellent height to run his hands through pal's hair, fond as he watches him and his furrowed brow. get yourself a man who will suffer through blueberries he hates to cure your terminal illness, i guess. but yes, the terrible part worries him too.
thank god they didn't decide to make blueberry pie and viktor just gives him a terminal illness instead. that'd be a blast.] If you start feeling odd in any way we stop and examine that. The last thing I want is you gorging yourself on berries that actually boil your blood or something along those lines.
[a touch stern there, none of that, thanks.
as for that suggestion- he does snort at 'donations,' thank you- he offers his hand and gestures to a fading burn on his wrist. he doesn't donate blood for mysterious magic enough but he does get into stupid lab accidents pretty often. one perk of sleeper bullshit, they heal very fast.]
This should do. Not all of us donate as religiously as you, I am afraid. [dry. pal's hilarious bleeding habit.]
thank god they didn't decide to make blueberry pie and viktor just gives him a terminal illness instead. that'd be a blast.] If you start feeling odd in any way we stop and examine that. The last thing I want is you gorging yourself on berries that actually boil your blood or something along those lines.
[a touch stern there, none of that, thanks.
as for that suggestion- he does snort at 'donations,' thank you- he offers his hand and gestures to a fading burn on his wrist. he doesn't donate blood for mysterious magic enough but he does get into stupid lab accidents pretty often. one perk of sleeper bullshit, they heal very fast.]
This should do. Not all of us donate as religiously as you, I am afraid. [dry. pal's hilarious bleeding habit.]
[honestly he could have suggest hair playing relaxation morning and viktor might have gone for that instead, rather than what he assumes will no doubt be an expected but no less disappointing failure. maybe less the disappointment and more the constant reminder their time together may be more limited than either of them would like, but that's a whole other depressing matter.
he runs his fingers through pal's hair one final time before giving a snort, as though pal is somehow ridiculous for worrying about the glove situation.]
My gloves are fine. Focus on magically healing me with the power of unpleasant fruit, please.
[he watches idly, a resigned air that goes confused then surprised when the reddened skin goes pale and smooth again. just like that, just... gone. because of blueberries, apparently. because of pal.
it takes him a moment, like he half expects it to come back, but... no. just gone.] It... seems to be.
[he lifts his hand, touching the area himself, pressing a thumb against it and feeling nothing but the expected pressure. his tone is mixed somewhere between cautious and wary, because now it... it feels more possible. but surely it couldn't be.] It worked. That- it doesn't mean it will work for my lungs, but at least it seems to work for injuries.
he runs his fingers through pal's hair one final time before giving a snort, as though pal is somehow ridiculous for worrying about the glove situation.]
My gloves are fine. Focus on magically healing me with the power of unpleasant fruit, please.
[he watches idly, a resigned air that goes confused then surprised when the reddened skin goes pale and smooth again. just like that, just... gone. because of blueberries, apparently. because of pal.
it takes him a moment, like he half expects it to come back, but... no. just gone.] It... seems to be.
[he lifts his hand, touching the area himself, pressing a thumb against it and feeling nothing but the expected pressure. his tone is mixed somewhere between cautious and wary, because now it... it feels more possible. but surely it couldn't be.] It worked. That- it doesn't mean it will work for my lungs, but at least it seems to work for injuries.
[some of his tension seeps away with pal's hand against his skin, pressed against areas usually covered by his brace but now blessedly free thanks to the early hour. pal's looking something like hopeful and that makes viktor bite the inside of his cheek to stop himself from saying something useless, like it's too easy, it's never this easy or don't get your hopes up.
instead he scoots over a little, gives pal better access, the stupid metal band skull grinning maliciously at pal from the faded tshirt. when he's practically sitting in front of pal he snatches the bag of berries for him, fishing through it himself for what feels like a less mushy example.]
Of course we'll try. If we didn't it would drive us both mad, unbearably nosy men that we are. [he pulls out a couple of berries, offering them up to pal with a smile somewhere between strained and genuine. tense from the unease of this, sincere in how watching the face pal makes around each blueberry is endlessly precious.]
This did not feel like much of anything. [he informs, lifting his healed wrist.] A little bit of an itch then nothing. It... is remarkable. Worth making a stockpile of these, I imagine, if it sticks. Maybe you'd like a blueberry tart more. [a pause then he finally gives in to admitting,] I do not wish to see you disappointed if this does not work. Which obviously is hardly a reason not to try.
instead he scoots over a little, gives pal better access, the stupid metal band skull grinning maliciously at pal from the faded tshirt. when he's practically sitting in front of pal he snatches the bag of berries for him, fishing through it himself for what feels like a less mushy example.]
Of course we'll try. If we didn't it would drive us both mad, unbearably nosy men that we are. [he pulls out a couple of berries, offering them up to pal with a smile somewhere between strained and genuine. tense from the unease of this, sincere in how watching the face pal makes around each blueberry is endlessly precious.]
This did not feel like much of anything. [he informs, lifting his healed wrist.] A little bit of an itch then nothing. It... is remarkable. Worth making a stockpile of these, I imagine, if it sticks. Maybe you'd like a blueberry tart more. [a pause then he finally gives in to admitting,] I do not wish to see you disappointed if this does not work. Which obviously is hardly a reason not to try.
[well, that tart joke? pun? whatever it is gets a light flick to the temple, because viktor refuses to let that sort of behavior go without making a point. his lips are not quirked about it in a clear mixed message.]
It is too early in the morning for terrible jokes, thank you. [of course that flick goes to brushing against pal's temple, trailing down until his palm is cupping pal's jaw. his thumb brushes against pal's cheekbone, a slow trace of the jut of it, and he lets himself simply be against the whirl of emotion that no longer facing these disappointments alone brings.
mixed emotions, really, but for pal's sake he choses to focus on the warm ones. he's learned his lesson about drawing away to protect pal well enough with the tether. pal's disappointment here is far more palatable than the tension and upset pulling away would cause. funnily enough it's a look he'd happily never see on his partner again.]
Hm, perhaps. It would at least put you in the running in that case. [so they're doing this, even if he's half tempted to derail pal entirely and get him to keep kissing him like that. maybe as a distraction from inevitable disappointment, then.
he drops his hand from pal's jaw, placing the bag of blueberries to the side.] Give it a try? I think you've had enough by now to do so. For all we know you only need one bite anyway.
It is too early in the morning for terrible jokes, thank you. [of course that flick goes to brushing against pal's temple, trailing down until his palm is cupping pal's jaw. his thumb brushes against pal's cheekbone, a slow trace of the jut of it, and he lets himself simply be against the whirl of emotion that no longer facing these disappointments alone brings.
mixed emotions, really, but for pal's sake he choses to focus on the warm ones. he's learned his lesson about drawing away to protect pal well enough with the tether. pal's disappointment here is far more palatable than the tension and upset pulling away would cause. funnily enough it's a look he'd happily never see on his partner again.]
Hm, perhaps. It would at least put you in the running in that case. [so they're doing this, even if he's half tempted to derail pal entirely and get him to keep kissing him like that. maybe as a distraction from inevitable disappointment, then.
he drops his hand from pal's jaw, placing the bag of blueberries to the side.] Give it a try? I think you've had enough by now to do so. For all we know you only need one bite anyway.
Edited (dumb typo as always) 2022-05-26 04:43 (UTC)
It's worked for us so far. [viktor answers, and yes, for the most part. aside from being kicked out of the red for supply closet crimes, but he still doesn't really regret that.
and regardless of disappointment he can't say he'll truly regret this either. learning the limits of these powers is worthwhile, and holding the memory of pal's earnest and wholehearted attempts to help him close. it may always be a little overwhelming to him, how much pal cares, how sincerely he does so. it laces how he presses back into the kiss, gratitude and a little greed, wanting to wrap himself up in pal's warmth without even the faint hope of untangling again.
he reaches to wrap his arms around pal's shoulders, resting comfortably against them and caging him close. it could be any other kiss on any other day, the press of his hands familiar and languid, just another exchange of skin against skin that may tip to more. it's so familiar he doesn't notice the first twinge in his chest, not the odd flutter and contraction. discomfort is a baseline of his life and is easy to ignore.
what isn't is how when he pulls back for a breath it feels... clear. no rattling, to sickly pressure of fluid, no risk of disrupting a delicate balance with too large an intake of air. he doesn't return to the kiss like he was planning, instead takes another long breath, deeper than he has in what feels like an age.
it doesn't make him cough. he tries again, this time looking to pal with wide eyes.] It- [another pause, another few deep breaths, and still the air feels clear and clean in his lungs.]
Palamedes. [his tone is an odd mix of alarmed and maybe, perhaps, hopeful. uneasy about that hope, very unsure about sharing it. one more breath. finally he says, a little shaken.] I... I think it worked.
and regardless of disappointment he can't say he'll truly regret this either. learning the limits of these powers is worthwhile, and holding the memory of pal's earnest and wholehearted attempts to help him close. it may always be a little overwhelming to him, how much pal cares, how sincerely he does so. it laces how he presses back into the kiss, gratitude and a little greed, wanting to wrap himself up in pal's warmth without even the faint hope of untangling again.
he reaches to wrap his arms around pal's shoulders, resting comfortably against them and caging him close. it could be any other kiss on any other day, the press of his hands familiar and languid, just another exchange of skin against skin that may tip to more. it's so familiar he doesn't notice the first twinge in his chest, not the odd flutter and contraction. discomfort is a baseline of his life and is easy to ignore.
what isn't is how when he pulls back for a breath it feels... clear. no rattling, to sickly pressure of fluid, no risk of disrupting a delicate balance with too large an intake of air. he doesn't return to the kiss like he was planning, instead takes another long breath, deeper than he has in what feels like an age.
it doesn't make him cough. he tries again, this time looking to pal with wide eyes.] It- [another pause, another few deep breaths, and still the air feels clear and clean in his lungs.]
Palamedes. [his tone is an odd mix of alarmed and maybe, perhaps, hopeful. uneasy about that hope, very unsure about sharing it. one more breath. finally he says, a little shaken.] I... I think it worked.
[viktor can't help but swallow when pal puts his head against viktor's chest, running a hand again through pal's hair like a nervous tic and half expecting pal to returned grim face after hearing the tell tale signs this didn't work.
but no, his breathing remains clear, and the nervous energy between them jolts back and forth, and viktor wonders if his chest has ever actually felt this way. he can almost picture it, a healthy pink instead of whatever rot took root, a thousand unpleasant graphs and images he's seen of contaminated lungs in an effort to better understand the damage. his hand finds pal's over his chest and rests on top of it as he takes another long breath.]
It feels like the first time I took a breath in Piltover. [he finally offers- clean and shocking, a sudden understanding of an entire world he missed. his focus shifts to pal properly, finally giving into the urge to offer a small smile back.
tentative but more than before, cautiously meeting pal's leaking giddiness halfway.] It feels... good. There's no discomfort or pain- I think I might have felt a twinge when you were doing the healing itself but it's hard to say. It- this is remarkable. Even if it's temporary maybe we could study whatever magic is tied to these berries and find some way to replicate it for more accessibility.
[there, genuine excitement in his tone, cracking its way through like a stubborn weed in the crevices of concrete. he cups pal's jaw with both hands and leans down to kiss him, grip a little tight, kiss deep and marveling in how he doesn't need to take care not to push himself too far and fall to coughing.] Palamedes. [he says between them, just his name, filled with all the things he isn't putting to words. that excitement, gratitude, overwhelming affection.]
but no, his breathing remains clear, and the nervous energy between them jolts back and forth, and viktor wonders if his chest has ever actually felt this way. he can almost picture it, a healthy pink instead of whatever rot took root, a thousand unpleasant graphs and images he's seen of contaminated lungs in an effort to better understand the damage. his hand finds pal's over his chest and rests on top of it as he takes another long breath.]
It feels like the first time I took a breath in Piltover. [he finally offers- clean and shocking, a sudden understanding of an entire world he missed. his focus shifts to pal properly, finally giving into the urge to offer a small smile back.
tentative but more than before, cautiously meeting pal's leaking giddiness halfway.] It feels... good. There's no discomfort or pain- I think I might have felt a twinge when you were doing the healing itself but it's hard to say. It- this is remarkable. Even if it's temporary maybe we could study whatever magic is tied to these berries and find some way to replicate it for more accessibility.
[there, genuine excitement in his tone, cracking its way through like a stubborn weed in the crevices of concrete. he cups pal's jaw with both hands and leans down to kiss him, grip a little tight, kiss deep and marveling in how he doesn't need to take care not to push himself too far and fall to coughing.] Palamedes. [he says between them, just his name, filled with all the things he isn't putting to words. that excitement, gratitude, overwhelming affection.]
[viktor leans up to chase the curl of that crooked smile, a smile of his own lost to the press of their lips, grip tight on pal's shirt. his poor skull shirt is getting stretched but in truth the thing is so old and bordering on threadbare now it doesn't really matter. it's an aesthetic, really. a worthy sacrifice to give pal access, to greedily absorb his warmth.
he can hum along to what palamedes is saying, as distracted as he is, though 'with sex, obviously' breaks that concentration and has him laughing. a bark of a laugh that doesn't make his lungs twinge, and without that warning he finds enough joy to let it simply trail off in a chuckle rather than biting the sound back entirely. ah.]
Give this time to settle while testing my limits? With sex, obviously. I like that kind of truly baffling multitasking. [right on the table they dine on, apparently. it's fine, it's for the sake of discovery. the idea of wasting a moment moving to the bed or couch is ridiculous anyway, not when he has pal slotted so nicely against him.
true to form lungs are, well, tested with marvelous results. holding strong while pal refreshes that map, not a wheeze to be found when viktor returns the favor by pressing pal back into his chair while he himself gets to his knees. it's important to test in several areas, of course, how much he can pant pal's name into his ear, how easy it is to breathe through his nose when his mouth is ah, otherwise occupied. matters such as that.
by the end of things his leg and back ache but his lungs? he chuckles quietly against the nape of pal's neck, lips against a fading mark from his more enthusiastic moments during the grape incident. he kisses it in both lingering fondness and apology, forcing himself off his shaking knees and swaying, catching pal's face to kiss him again.]
I think it worked. [he finally, finally allows himself to say, a thickness in his throat.]
he can hum along to what palamedes is saying, as distracted as he is, though 'with sex, obviously' breaks that concentration and has him laughing. a bark of a laugh that doesn't make his lungs twinge, and without that warning he finds enough joy to let it simply trail off in a chuckle rather than biting the sound back entirely. ah.]
Give this time to settle while testing my limits? With sex, obviously. I like that kind of truly baffling multitasking. [right on the table they dine on, apparently. it's fine, it's for the sake of discovery. the idea of wasting a moment moving to the bed or couch is ridiculous anyway, not when he has pal slotted so nicely against him.
true to form lungs are, well, tested with marvelous results. holding strong while pal refreshes that map, not a wheeze to be found when viktor returns the favor by pressing pal back into his chair while he himself gets to his knees. it's important to test in several areas, of course, how much he can pant pal's name into his ear, how easy it is to breathe through his nose when his mouth is ah, otherwise occupied. matters such as that.
by the end of things his leg and back ache but his lungs? he chuckles quietly against the nape of pal's neck, lips against a fading mark from his more enthusiastic moments during the grape incident. he kisses it in both lingering fondness and apology, forcing himself off his shaking knees and swaying, catching pal's face to kiss him again.]
I think it worked. [he finally, finally allows himself to say, a thickness in his throat.]
again maybe a touch of horny still mentioned, avert innocent eyes
[viktor's still smiling as he curls his fingers in pal's hair, with pal's head at his chest and his lungs blessed clear. it's really starting to settle in the crevices of his doubt, sharp, careful edges worn softer by the taste of pal still on his tongue, the welcome aches.
yeah, it probably wouldn't do to test the chair's integrity like he thinks he gladly could and would. the couch would be a much better option for the several options that still flit across his mind but they are matters for the evening, maybe. after they've done some tests for this, when it feels all the more real with time and the settling pal mentioned. ]
I don't suppose your psychometry could be used on these berries to try and chase their magical influences. [he's positive it doesn't work that way but hey? worth a shot to ask. blood magic makes things weird anyway. pal gets a kiss on his temple as viktor goes to get changed, further marveling at how easy his chest brace is to deal with when he doesn't have to keep a careful monitor of his lungs.
all a very lovely morning, stolen kisses and gentle warmth until he's stepping out of the bunker and the world clicks out of place.
he's lying in bed, palamedes' warmth fading from where he's gotten up first with a little wrangling to get across. the skull shirt is back on, the braces off, and viktor blinks up at the top bunk, groggy and baffled.
a breath in rattles, and he's quick to sit up, coughing against his inner elbow as wetly as ever.]
yeah, it probably wouldn't do to test the chair's integrity like he thinks he gladly could and would. the couch would be a much better option for the several options that still flit across his mind but they are matters for the evening, maybe. after they've done some tests for this, when it feels all the more real with time and the settling pal mentioned. ]
I don't suppose your psychometry could be used on these berries to try and chase their magical influences. [he's positive it doesn't work that way but hey? worth a shot to ask. blood magic makes things weird anyway. pal gets a kiss on his temple as viktor goes to get changed, further marveling at how easy his chest brace is to deal with when he doesn't have to keep a careful monitor of his lungs.
all a very lovely morning, stolen kisses and gentle warmth until he's stepping out of the bunker and the world clicks out of place.
he's lying in bed, palamedes' warmth fading from where he's gotten up first with a little wrangling to get across. the skull shirt is back on, the braces off, and viktor blinks up at the top bunk, groggy and baffled.
a breath in rattles, and he's quick to sit up, coughing against his inner elbow as wetly as ever.]
[blood gathers over his arm as he coughs, red flecks that turn pale and milky in the light of the lunar orb. the mixed taste of iron and milk sit on the back of his tongue as he lets his arm drop, hand going instinctively to pal's hair.
he hadn't coughed this morning, but this morning he was careful when he first rose. it rattles against pal's ear and viktor closes his eyes, feeling so damnably foolish and naive-
no, focus. the hand in pal's hair is grounding, as is the warmth of him.] Was it a dream?
[after a moment he lifts his arm to show the fading burn he thought healed, frowning to glance down at ah, well there may have been a mark or two sucked into pal's collar during heated table time. gone. he swallows.] That wasn't like the dream we had before. Did time somehow revert? Was it a very tactile hallucination?
he hadn't coughed this morning, but this morning he was careful when he first rose. it rattles against pal's ear and viktor closes his eyes, feeling so damnably foolish and naive-
no, focus. the hand in pal's hair is grounding, as is the warmth of him.] Was it a dream?
[after a moment he lifts his arm to show the fading burn he thought healed, frowning to glance down at ah, well there may have been a mark or two sucked into pal's collar during heated table time. gone. he swallows.] That wasn't like the dream we had before. Did time somehow revert? Was it a very tactile hallucination?

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