[one day they will have to have a conversation about this god, because boy oh boy. but for now the conversation is a lot nicer, if not a little surprising for viktor, who glances over again with a quirked brow.
his gaze once again turns to the pot, quiet as he considers. he lets go of his own curiosity for a moment at why allen would ask, instead thinking of his answer. again allen is one of the few he feels comfortable being open about with this, so often has his vulnerability with allen been rewarded instead of exploited and so it seems second nature now.]
I was drawn to him from the moment we met, though I did not realize for a time. It was when I was shadowed by those mimics, the ones that would slowly turn you silver? I did not know what it was and decided to try and handle the situation myself. I feared Palamedes getting involved and getting infected somehow.
[he feared the same of allen, which is also why he avoided allen those few days. easier than pal, who he lived with.] Eventually Palamedes found me, he knew I liked to think at the docks. He convinced me to return with him back home, that the risk of my being loss was far greater to him than any chance he could get caught up in it.
And then he made me a sandwich. [that makes him chuckle, looking over at allen with a crooked smile.] I know it sounds bizarre, but that is when I knew. Everything leading up to it and then that, and I thought 'no one has ever made me food before.' Not really, Jayce and Sky would bring in food to share sometimes but make it? After I ignored him for days, after he had to go out searching, after everything he made me a truly pitiful jam sandwich and I thought I think I have feelings for this man.
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his gaze once again turns to the pot, quiet as he considers. he lets go of his own curiosity for a moment at why allen would ask, instead thinking of his answer. again allen is one of the few he feels comfortable being open about with this, so often has his vulnerability with allen been rewarded instead of exploited and so it seems second nature now.]
I was drawn to him from the moment we met, though I did not realize for a time. It was when I was shadowed by those mimics, the ones that would slowly turn you silver? I did not know what it was and decided to try and handle the situation myself. I feared Palamedes getting involved and getting infected somehow.
[he feared the same of allen, which is also why he avoided allen those few days. easier than pal, who he lived with.] Eventually Palamedes found me, he knew I liked to think at the docks. He convinced me to return with him back home, that the risk of my being loss was far greater to him than any chance he could get caught up in it.
And then he made me a sandwich. [that makes him chuckle, looking over at allen with a crooked smile.] I know it sounds bizarre, but that is when I knew. Everything leading up to it and then that, and I thought 'no one has ever made me food before.' Not really, Jayce and Sky would bring in food to share sometimes but make it? After I ignored him for days, after he had to go out searching, after everything he made me a truly pitiful jam sandwich and I thought I think I have feelings for this man.