[But he is scared. On some level, he understands well enough to be confused by that. He's so scared of so much. Of more loss of more pain, receiving and causing. A recent memory of being on the beach, burning up with human hands, mourning a brother comes to his mind's eye.
He starts to tremble in anticipation of pain and overwhelmed feelings and confusion and conflict. But he doesn't run, he feels frozen here, locked in place by something he can't explain.
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He starts to tremble in anticipation of pain and overwhelmed feelings and confusion and conflict. But he doesn't run, he feels frozen here, locked in place by something he can't explain.
'Can't.']