In that moment, the stillness of the water, its beckoning and its menace, both lay juxtaposed for her. There was that moment where she could see what led her here: losing so many, feeling the loss of those she failed, hating herself for the things she failed to say, or when she thought her own selfishness had been her undoing. There were times Luz hated the girl she was, the one that Deerington and then Trench had twisted and made different.
In her mind, she could still see the OTHER her, the one that she'd seen in Deerington, embittered and longing for the person she used to be. How different was she from that girl? Had she become that jaded?
Luz didn't have to think long. There was Luca, Ahiru and Zin at the house. There was her girlfriend, her own hermosa, still wanting her somehow, even though Luz knew the worst of herself.
And there was that letter from Korra. The thing that reminded her she never really LOST herself. There was still love, and it was waiting for her.
"M-maybe you're right," Luz finally decided, and took a step back. "No, you ARE right. And I'm...gosh, what am I doing out here?"
Then she's working it well!
In that moment, the stillness of the water, its beckoning and its menace, both lay juxtaposed for her. There was that moment where she could see what led her here: losing so many, feeling the loss of those she failed, hating herself for the things she failed to say, or when she thought her own selfishness had been her undoing. There were times Luz hated the girl she was, the one that Deerington and then Trench had twisted and made different.
In her mind, she could still see the OTHER her, the one that she'd seen in Deerington, embittered and longing for the person she used to be. How different was she from that girl? Had she become that jaded?
Luz didn't have to think long. There was Luca, Ahiru and Zin at the house. There was her girlfriend, her own hermosa, still wanting her somehow, even though Luz knew the worst of herself.
And there was that letter from Korra. The thing that reminded her she never really LOST herself. There was still love, and it was waiting for her.
"M-maybe you're right," Luz finally decided, and took a step back. "No, you ARE right. And I'm...gosh, what am I doing out here?"