[ if shoyo hadn't felt the limits of his emotion break, it did, right then and there. his eyes are wide, red with the sting and beading fall of tears. a blanking stare becomes an angry leer that dares him of the worst if he gets close. ]
Might as well— Are you hearing yourself? Lazarus is d— [ dead, but he can't bring himself to say it. might as well. and now he wants to fix his mistake? as if there had been no better reason to help? to want to? to further prove it was a goddamn error to wake him up? shoyo's trust shatters— and when he speaks up again, through snot, tears, he's seething through his teeth. ] If that's the kind of help you want to give, I don't want it.
[ he's already leaving, he has to leave, and he has to leave quickly. egg takes the lead and opens the doors he needs. ]
Don't follow us.
[ he hopes he can still trust him an ounce enough to heed that. ]
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Might as well— Are you hearing yourself? Lazarus is d— [ dead, but he can't bring himself to say it. might as well. and now he wants to fix his mistake? as if there had been no better reason to help? to want to? to further prove it was a goddamn error to wake him up? shoyo's trust shatters— and when he speaks up again, through snot, tears, he's seething through his teeth. ] If that's the kind of help you want to give, I don't want it.
[ he's already leaving, he has to leave, and he has to leave quickly. egg takes the lead and opens the doors he needs. ]
Don't follow us.
[ he hopes he can still trust him an ounce enough to heed that. ]