[Another shake of his head. Firmly. His jaw working while he tries to make the words come. While he tries to force them out around the tightening in his throat.]
That's not it. I - [Something damp is on his face. He doesn't lift his head to try and clear his eyes.] - we're a team. We're family. That's - that's what you do.
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That's not it. I - [Something damp is on his face. He doesn't lift his head to try and clear his eyes.] - we're a team. We're family. That's - that's what you do.
And I ... haven't.