[She doesn't say anything, only grimaces and stares up at the ceiling.
What if she doesn't come back, indeed. If Sayo doesn't come back... well, maybe her friendship with Ange never repairs. There's no repairing this with Jessica, she's earned that hate, and maybe the smallest part of herself wants the bridge to stay broken for her own sake as well. But she doesn't care much about Sayo, really, even now. She's hardly her least deserving kill. It's Willow she's thinking about. Willow, who she had to kill. What if she's gone forever?
She wants to laugh at the idea that somehow killing her is making sure she gets what she deserves but killing Sayo was unprovoked murder. Like Sayo Yasuda didn't take away Jessica's own family as well (Faith supposes she must not care much for that family, she knows the feeling). But it's true, in a way. Killing Sayo was just about punishing herself, just like everyone else she killed.
She reaches the wound, feeling it stitch itself back together. Slayer powers meant this was always happening, but it's normally too slow to feel.]
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What if she doesn't come back, indeed. If Sayo doesn't come back... well, maybe her friendship with Ange never repairs. There's no repairing this with Jessica, she's earned that hate, and maybe the smallest part of herself wants the bridge to stay broken for her own sake as well. But she doesn't care much about Sayo, really, even now. She's hardly her least deserving kill. It's Willow she's thinking about. Willow, who she had to kill. What if she's gone forever?
She wants to laugh at the idea that somehow killing her is making sure she gets what she deserves but killing Sayo was unprovoked murder. Like Sayo Yasuda didn't take away Jessica's own family as well (Faith supposes she must not care much for that family, she knows the feeling). But it's true, in a way. Killing Sayo was just about punishing herself, just like everyone else she killed.
She reaches the wound, feeling it stitch itself back together. Slayer powers meant this was always happening, but it's normally too slow to feel.]