[ The coughing subsides and Allen tips his head back, cupping his face as he drowns in the truth he's uncovered. Memories of his death make it all the more real. He could believe that it was a lack of training that made him reckless in fights sometimes but having been forced to see him fade in the snow, he's not so naive anymore. ]
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You...
[ Tears fall, freeze, and shatter. ]
You wanted to die.