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Kageyama Shigeo ([personal profile] centile) wrote in [community profile] deercountry 2022-12-14 04:12 pm (UTC)

1/2 it's time baby, again sorry for the essay

[that happy tail wagging, a big win... them stopping has the shibe circling a little, a bit on edge and, predictably, protective with it.

mob lifts his head though, the tension of his shoulders easing down a bit. it's not as though he expected robby to shun him about it in the slightest, but maybe his own low opinion of the matter made it hard to think people wouldn't feel the same. he didn't really expect any way to help either, not something as tangible as someone to maybe talk to. someone with a similar experience too.

(grateful, again, though there's that ever present spark of fear. failing, what failing could mean for the people who have been so kind to him. 90%)

he has things to say to that, mentioning miyagi-do and inner balance and maybe that could help, asking about the person who helped tory. but robby starts talking again and mob's eyes widen a little as he does.

once, a very long time ago, when he was scared of his power and much younger he tried to find someone who could help him. that person sat him down with tea as he stumbled through explaining himself. that person said 'you're a human being like everyone else.'

master reigen said a lot of things that shaped his life that day. you should never use your powers against other people. that everyone had talents and quirks, no one ability was better than another. that it didn't make you weird or special, you're just a person like anyone else. normal.

(95%, 96%, 97%, 98%)

mob's powers are tied to his emotions, which doesn't sound unlike tory getting mad and making things. (there's a lot of people like that here too, robby said.) he tries to deal with that by controlling his emotions as carefully as he can, but it's not that simple, is it? pressure builds, and eventually that pressure need release.

mostly he's been afraid lately. normal kind, beasts and nearly drowning and zombies and traps aren't exactly fun. a lot of it is what he said, unease about himself, corruption, what could happen if he messes up. people being nice to him both helped and made it scarier. they could be the ones to get hurt. it's terrible to think about.

it would have been very easy for fear to be the thing that explodes in him. it would have been bad, probably. something else has been building beside it though, warring with it. something that takes the lead when robby says 'Makes you pretty normal here.' When he informs someone can help him out.

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