good_mourning: (stare)
Sunny ([personal profile] good_mourning) wrote in [community profile] deercountry 2023-01-08 07:02 am (UTC)

I miss my friends. [There was no unusual nagging at the back of Sunny's head when he says this. It was simply true. He missed them dearly. Even instant messaging fell a little flat, since the time zones were so different. They usually didn't catch each other.

He blinks and glances back at Mob when he starts speaking again, sounding so nervous. So nervous because it was true.

There was a pit in Sunny's stomach that knew very well he was going to pay for this. He'd done something wrong by helping Kageyama. He absolutely, positively should not have done this.

And the only way out of this now was to bully him or at least start completely ignoring him. Then he'd no longer be a target. Everything would be much easier and less painless if he just walked out of this room right now and never spoke to Mob again.

You know... Before we met, I had a lot of trouble fitting in...

The words rang in his head and his eyes widen.

No, he wasn't going to abandon Kageyama.]


She will, yeah. Because she's an miserable person. But that isn't on you. [A long pause.] Being alone is hard. [Sunny had been alone for so long.

He couldn't remember a time when that had happened, though. Of course he'd always hated to be alone, but this was different. There was a gaping hole of loneliness that he could relate to.]

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