"Then I'm not sure that there will ever be a good answer. How do you make peace with someone like that, with someone who just want sto destroy everything?"

With someone who took away you entire world, in a number of different ways. Someone who looked down on you, and who had humiliated you several times over. Constantly managing to catch you off-guard.

"I've been doing alright. I've made a few friends, a few other hunters that I've gone on patrols with. And I've gotten several recommendations about places to pick up clothes and other materials from."