[He's internalised so many things that he doesn't recognise where they come from.]
...I didn't want to disappoint you.
[Or maybe they wouldn't have let him stay if they knew how much trouble he was having or he didn't think anyone would have understood or a thousand different reasons which all amounted to the same thing.
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...I didn't want to disappoint you.
[Or maybe they wouldn't have let him stay if they knew how much trouble he was having or he didn't think anyone would have understood or a thousand different reasons which all amounted to the same thing.
Fear.]