[It's a silly conversation about people reading or watching your life and your friends' lives and yet… Varian's last words about it punch him in the chest. In the same way Bolin telling him he wanted him to play Columbia had him falling apart and the same way joking with Hunk about a pulley system in the barn had him feeling sick.
Ever since Reaper and Maul, the most unrelated things have been tearing at his soul and ripping out uncontrolled emotional responses in a way that makes him feel like he's a constant live wire just desperately trying to shield his exposed parts.
His jaw clenches and he swallows hard, his breath comes after shuddered and a bit ragged as he looks off to the side.] Man, I… I know what you mean.
[His eyes close and then he has to quickly swipe at his cheek to get rid of a bit of wetness before it can be seen. Then he starts to disconnect and close off.] I dunno. It's fine for now, I guess.
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Ever since Reaper and Maul, the most unrelated things have been tearing at his soul and ripping out uncontrolled emotional responses in a way that makes him feel like he's a constant live wire just desperately trying to shield his exposed parts.
His jaw clenches and he swallows hard, his breath comes after shuddered and a bit ragged as he looks off to the side.] Man, I… I know what you mean.
[His eyes close and then he has to quickly swipe at his cheek to get rid of a bit of wetness before it can be seen. Then he starts to disconnect and close off.] I dunno. It's fine for now, I guess.