Lance smiles faintly but genuinely when Bolin reassures him he's not pushing. He looks down at the script again, contemplative and pauses his eating trance to think of the right way to tell him what he's thinking.]
…Being in the spotlight, any spotlight, used to be what I lived for. I guess I wanna try living again. [He clears his throat and flushes a bit, the blush causes his cheeks to glow because of his powers. That was really sappy.] But don't wait on me to figure myself out. If you gotta get going on casting, I can be your lighting tech.
[To demonstrate, he creates a few small stars over his palm and bits his lip hard as he focuses on making them change brightness and color and size. They twinkle and sparkle beautifully before he has to let them return to his body. That… actually really hurt to do but he hides it and doesn't mention it, he'll figure out why another time.]
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Lance smiles faintly but genuinely when Bolin reassures him he's not pushing. He looks down at the script again, contemplative and pauses his eating trance to think of the right way to tell him what he's thinking.]
…Being in the spotlight, any spotlight, used to be what I lived for. I guess I wanna try living again. [He clears his throat and flushes a bit, the blush causes his cheeks to glow because of his powers. That was really sappy.] But don't wait on me to figure myself out. If you gotta get going on casting, I can be your lighting tech.
[To demonstrate, he creates a few small stars over his palm and bits his lip hard as he focuses on making them change brightness and color and size. They twinkle and sparkle beautifully before he has to let them return to his body. That… actually really hurt to do but he hides it and doesn't mention it, he'll figure out why another time.]