[Why does he keep explaining things in the worst way right now? Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that his brain was just scrambled by his worst memory.]
Oh, it's not like that. They had me in this trap and he was just sort of watching so I said if he's not gonna come get me out, maybe he can kill me before they eat me alive. So he did. Uh, with the force… after he made me ask him nicely. It was probably the quickest death I've had, at least. I was fine with it.
[He emphasizes how fine he was with a shrug and the detached matter of fact way he explains it. And he was. Not to say that he doesn't think Maul should have gotten off his ass and prevented him from dying at all. Like, obviously, that's the ideal thing to do just objectively speaking, but at the time he was not in a good place. A large part of him wanted to die, just not by being slowly eaten alive by cannibals. After a beat, he adds:] Please don't talk to him about it.
[Then he lets out a breath and nods in agreement, waiting for the memory to come with apprehension.]
cw: mild mention of suicidal ideation
Oh, it's not like that. They had me in this trap and he was just sort of watching so I said if he's not gonna come get me out, maybe he can kill me before they eat me alive. So he did. Uh, with the force… after he made me ask him nicely. It was probably the quickest death I've had, at least. I was fine with it.
[He emphasizes how fine he was with a shrug and the detached matter of fact way he explains it. And he was. Not to say that he doesn't think Maul should have gotten off his ass and prevented him from dying at all. Like, obviously, that's the ideal thing to do just objectively speaking, but at the time he was not in a good place. A large part of him wanted to die, just not by being slowly eaten alive by cannibals. After a beat, he adds:] Please don't talk to him about it.
[Then he lets out a breath and nods in agreement, waiting for the memory to come with apprehension.]
It do be like that…