entreats: (i'm trying to find a place i belong)
ange "the definition of chuunibyou" ushiromiya ([personal profile] entreats) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2021-12-08 08:33 pm

return those voices echoing in the sea (closed)

Who: Ange and assorted CR.
What: A catchall for event threads.
When: During December
Where: Mostly in memoryscape, some other stuff all across Trench.

Content Warnings: Child abuse, bullying, suicidal ideation, violence, gore, blood, character death

( it's a catchall for closed event threads! if i didn't promise you a starter on this already, but you'd still like to play something out with ange during the event - especially when it comes to the winter mourning - please let me know by either pming this account or contacting me on plurk at [plurk.com profile] queeningsquare! )
laminae: (this sucks)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-01-22 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[His surprise and unhappiness don't abate at all. This is really serious, even if it she doesn't necessarily agree.]

Yeah it is! It doesn't matter where we are right now, that you still had to go through that - that you know you go through that - it's really messed up! Even if you don't wanna go back that's still awful.

[He lets go of her, folding his arms.]

I know what it's like. You could have the best life in Trench, but it doesn't change the fact that this is still part of your life.
laminae: (existentialism)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-01-23 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[As much as he knows how unhealthy it is (now), he gets that. It's much easier to shove something like this in his mental vault instead of dealing with it. But from his experiences in Deerington he knows that that can't fly anymore, not if he doesn't want to hurt his friends and family.]

I... guess. Sort of. It'd be nice to just put everything behind me, but I don't think I ever can. That stuff is still part of me, so even if I keep on moving forward it's always still gonna be part of me.

[Just like he couldn't leave behind the grass part of himself and be Finn, or the Finn part of himself, or things like help start a war, trying to kill Finn. All of it.]

I'm trying to be better at accepting it. Or at least tolerating it.
laminae: (oh)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-01-26 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Guess so.

[In his opinion that sucks, but it is what it is. He isn't about to change her opinion on something so visceral and personal as this, and he knows she won't try to do the same with him. As long as they're both there for each other - that's the important thing.

He tenses up slightly when Ange points out the edges of the memory fraying. It instinctively unnerves him, and he steps away from the edges, closer to Ange.]


Oh - yeah. Guess the city's done messing with us. [He glances over at her.] You gonna be okay?
laminae: (:T)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-01-27 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's good to hear that she'll be okay. That's a relief - he can see how reliving such a terrible memory could have hurt her.

He doesn't hesitate in nodding an answer to her. As horrible as it is to kill people Fern is pretty okay with it. Having been literal weapons helped with that mindset - the Grass Demon definitely doesn't mind, especially since it helped her out.]


I'm good. Those jerks deserved it.