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#1 ([personal profile] zib) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2021-12-11 10:12 pm

I used to look up at space with hope and wonder in my eyes

Who: Zib, and possibly you? (Some threads closed, some open)
What: Event shenanigans in the form of paranoia and memories about aliens trying to kill you
When: Throughout the month of December
Where: Around Disaster House, or walking around on his own about the city and beaches

Content Warnings: paranoia, obsession, descriptions of cartoon violence, descriptions of more horrifying alien body horror violence, mention of parental neglect, mention of murder, identity issues, insults involving one's sanity, etc. will add more if they come up in a thread.

also, hit me up with pm or plurk if you want a starter of your own rather than one of the open prompts



Winter Mourning / outside Disaster House

Zib is not quite an official resident of the Disaster House, but his ship is currently here on their property while he figures out how to try to fix it and get it running properly again. And his friends had been nice enough to let him sleep on a couch instead of sleeping outside upon discovering that he... did not have a house he had any plans of staying at until this issue was resolved.

So not quite going full-hobo like he was since arriving, he's been in a rather good mood despite the ship crash. For the first time he can ever remember in his life, there are actually people he can think of as his friends that are willing to have his back, and it's gotten him thinking that maybe there are more things to find about this place to appreciate. Instead of, you know, attempting to run away and off this planet as soon as possible.

So once he hears about a Trench tradition to gather some bones together to create a decoration, he does just that, setting it against the outside of his ship in the driveway of the Disaster House for the time being. Maybe it will be a good luck charm--something to keep him going and hope that his ship will be repaired again soon.

Except... it glows, and touching it suddenly brings Zib and anyone else who may have come upon it into his memories. And there are two things that will become very quickly apparent to anyone upon finding themselves in this memory, regardless of which one it is.

The first thing is, Dib is very much human. Far more human looking in his past memories than he has ever looked since arriving in Trench despite attempts to disguise otherwise. The Dib of the past has normal skin complexion, proper ears and nose, and isn't wearing a ratty hood to hide the back of their head. Their glasses don't have a chip in them, and for all intents and purposes, they look like a normal child.

The second thing is that all of his memories seem to revolve around a central target: a small green alien named Zim. Even in memories where Zim is wearing a disguise, it's easy to tell that it's still the same person due to how tacky and lame the disguise is. No matter what form he's in, he is present in every memory of Dib's that can be brought forth when touching the antler decoration he made. Sometimes, it even feels like there's a sudden moment where you are seeing things from Zim's perspective rather than Dib's, before cutting back to seeing it from Dib's if you are unfortunate enough to get one of those type of memory journeys here rather than experiencing it as a third party.

Which begs the question of whose memories you are actually seeing in some regard, doesn't it?

As a result, you may end up finding yourself in one of the following:

A. The day these two first met and their rivalry began, from the look of things. It's... it sure is a lot! It seems like while Dib has been a nice enough guy here in Trench, he holds no such kindness toward Zim from the second they met.

B. One of, if not many, numerous ridiculous fights that these two have had since then. Dib finds out that Zim has an allergy to meat and throws baloney at him in the school cafeteria, Zim retaliates via injecting Dib with a method to turn him into baloney. Dib points out that a nurse might find it odd that Zim doesn't have human organs, Zim retaliates via stealing everyone's organs, including Dib's lungs. They chase, shoot, throw things at each other, yell about how they are going to defeat the other, and so on in a constant cycle of battles and escalating over the most riduculous shit, even if, arguably, Dib does have a point that letting Zim win could hurt the Earth even with the stupidest of schemes. Either way, Dib sure does get hurt a lot in his pursuit of saving the Earth.

Which one of these dumb fights did you get suckered into having to bear witness to? Will there ever be a day where this ongoing cycle ends?

C. The answer to that, dear friends, is yes. And unlike the downright ridiculous fights and sometimes laws of physics and logic getting thrown out the nearest window, the rivalry ends rather simple and brutal. There's no lead up to what caused this particular fight, as if Dib himself no longer remembers what was so different this time. It just starts with Dib, standing over Zim's body, the other bleeding out a bright pink fluid onto the floor of his lab. The little backpack thing that Zim wears has been torn from his back, lying in a mess of broken wires a few feet away.

And Dib stands there with pink blood on his hands, and for a moment, he actually looks confused by this outcome. He attempts to prod Zim's body, call his name... but Zim doesn't answer, and continues to remain lifeless on the floor. Dib looks down at his hands covered in thick pink alien blood, and just... stares, begins talking to himself.

"I... I did it? I actually did it... I actually beat him this time? That's... that's a good thing, so..."

But is it, though? What exactly happens after you've finally defeated your rival anyway?

He glances at the PAK on the floor nearby... and begins to reach out toward it...


Run Rabbit, Run / around the neighborhood and woods

[Once he realizes what the purpose of the Winter Mournings are, and as the month continues, he starts feeling sicker with paranoia. Not just towards others--did they see those memories? Are they afraid of him? Will they hurt him even if they don't know?--but also toward himself. Is he still Dib? Is he now Zim? Is he just a Zib after all, just as his alternate self had called him in that awful void?

So he distances himself. He goes back to staying outside working on his ship, exploring, and gathering supplies for his own needs rather than allowing himself to be in the physical presence of people. But that doesn't curb his paranoia--what if someone tries to attack him while he sleeps? So he builds traps all around his ship in case someone tries to touch or break into it. He keeps his hood up at all times, but prepared to lash out with a PAK leg the second he notices sudden movement. He even steals a couple of knives to keep in his closes just on the off chance someone gets past his PAK's defenses.

He isn't going to let himself be attacked. He refuses to die. He refuses to have things stolen from him.

Not again.]
laminae: (fighter)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-01-31 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Welp, this is happening. Fern's jaw drops and he starts looking around again, this time taking in what defenses and weaponry is in the room. Of course, regardless of what he's actually seeing it doesn't feel like enough.

He forms a sword, the weight a comfort in his hand.]


Okay. Okay, this is fine, that's just one Zim that we gotta kill. One Zim with a gun.
laminae: (hrm)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-02-03 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fern hesitates, but ultimately stops. He glances over at Zib, raising an eyebrow at his... hair? Antennae? Moving. That's weird, that's very weird.

He steps closer, a little reluctant but willing to listen to a plan that isn't just "attack with a sword and hope for the best." Stiffening at the Zim robot costume moving, he really isn't encouraged, but he keeps on going along with this. It's better than nothing, right?]


Okay, yeah. Sure. [He looks over at the chair, then the doorway, and nods before moving to hide.] We got this.
laminae: (oh geez)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-02-11 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Glob, this is Ice Finn all over again. Fern watches quietly, trying to push down the weird uncomfortable feelings bubbling up in him. Ice Finn was a mess, being around Finn was a mess, and all these Zims are reminding him of that. He hates alternate universe selves, they're the worst.

His eyes are scanning over the Zims, but they freeze when he reaches Dib. One very normal Dib.

Oh. Geez. So that's what Zib normally looks like. So if this Dib is like, the normal Dib... does that make him like Finn and Zib like himself? That thought occurs to him before he can stop it, and a sense of worry takes over. This isn't good. This really, really isn't good.

He eventually catches Zib's gaze, his brows knitted together with concern. Yeah, that isn't some kind of weird hologram. That's a Dib.]
laminae: (hrm)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-02-18 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
[This is an awful, escalating situation. That there's another Dib here - one who looks perfectly normal, one without a PAK attached to his head - is making warning bells go off in Fern's head. This can't end well, alternate selves meeting each other never, ever goes well.

Things seem uneasy with all the Zims, too. He isn't sure what to expect from them, but he's prepared for the worst from what little he knows. It's almost a relief when they're actually willing to leave.

He doesn't even realize how tense he's gotten until Zib starts whispering. He starts, then glances up at Zib, and nods firmly.]


'Course I will be. It doesn't matter what that other Dib does or says, you're the one I'm friends with.

[And for him friendship is loyalty.]
laminae: (oh no)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-02-21 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Fern knows what that kind of disbelief is like, and if they had more time he'd stubbornly dig himself in and explain to Zib the whole concept of being a weirdo alternate self fuck-up who can still have people who care about you, but for now they're going to have to settle for him giving the other boy a reassuring grin before focusing on Dib and Zim.

It goes without saying he's absolutely prepared to jump out and start stabbing (or punching, because he probably shouldn't murder Dib) if this goes south. He does feel slightly stabbier when he hears Zim's insult, but he holds himself back. Don't jump straight into using his swords, they've got a plan (sort of), he shouldn't ruin it just because he's getting more than a little bloodthirsty....

(The head thing is weird. Now that it's been said out loud he does kind of quietly think Dib and Zib have... slightly normal-than-large heads? For humans, that is. Not that he'll ever say that out loud, since it seems to be a sore spot for him. Them.)

It all seems to be going pretty good, at any rate, insults notwithstanding. Fern actually thinks they might have this in the bag, right up until Zim's anger gets pushed over the edge. He recognizes that kind of anger, so it isn't surprising to see the alien attack, and when he does Fern moves to whip an arm out as a vine to intercept the PAK cable.

But he hesitates for a split second, unsure if these memory-versions seeing him might break something in Zib. That's the last thing he wants, though he quickly realizes he has a way of mitigating this, and another second later another metallic PAK cable is whipping out to intercept Zim's cable.

Then another Zim, specifically one that resembles Two, jumps out from his hiding space.

Oh Glob what would a weird virused alien say???]


No one shall touch Dib!
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[personal profile] laminae 2022-02-27 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fern has no clue is this is going to work at all. He's shapeshifted before and people have been tricked, but that was a long time ago and in Ooo. It had seemed like the safer option in the moment - another Zim showing up when a Zim should be around, instead of some random grass kid - though he can only hope Zib catches on.

And it seems like he does! Fern tries to not look relieved, he's pretty sure that isn't an emotion a Zim would be feeling right now. Instead he tries to look blank and brainwashed. Yep, just a totally normal brainwashed Zim over here, nothing strange going on.

He's a little concerned about what that other Zim is saying, because a bad guy is gonna bad guy, but he's been pretty powerless here so far, so... maybe it's fine? When that weirdo launches himself out the window he just stares, before glancing over at Zib.]


No problem. [He gives a thumbs up, which probably looks weird since he's still shapeshifted.] I didn't wanna mess up your memory more than I already have.
laminae: (shrug)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-03-01 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Fern knows what it's like having your head messed with, and even if it's unintentional it's the last thing he wants to do with Zib here. Especially since he's already dealing with the whole PAK thing, which Fern still finds suspicious, but he gets this isn't the time  to bring it up. The best thing he can do right now is protect the kid and make sure they get out of here in one piece.

He goes quiet when Dib approaches again, letting Zib take over and resume running through the memory. He does have to fight the urge to raise an eyebrow at the cleaning thing, because even if he gets wanting an alternate universe version of yourself out of the way, Dib seems really... disheartened. He's watching Dib leave with the mop, frowning a tiny bit, before his attention snaps back to Zib.]


Oh. Uh, in Deerington these kinds of memories usually just ended on their own. I can't remember any of 'em that ended when I wanted them to end. So we might just be stuck here, dude.
laminae: (oh)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-03-03 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
[At least it gets Dib out of here (and probably out of harm's way, since he doesn't seem to be near any other Zims).

Either way, the important thing here is the memory ending. Fern has no clue how to force it to end (if he did, he would've done so for a bunch in the past), but the longer they're here the more dangerous things get. He frowns, concerned, which probably looks weird and unsettling when he's still shapeshifted as Zim.]


Okay, dude. [The 'dude' coming from a Zim is probably weird, too. He follows Zib over to the computer, watching curiously. At least the actual Zim #2 seems pumped for this.] Sounds like a plan.

[He pulls his eyes away from the screen and nods at that. Seems like a good idea to him!]

Cool, do I gotta stay looking like this?
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[personal profile] laminae 2022-03-05 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Great, cool. This is weird.

[And uncomfortable. He's still got some complicated feelings about his shapeshifting, though he's at least glad it was able to be helpful in this situation.

He shifts back down to his normal appearance, shaking off the excess Zim-coloured grass. It feels much better to looking like Finn again, and he nods before trotting off on over to the lab, entirely clueless as to Zib's actual thoughts. As far as he knows this is all going very smoothly!

Heading into the lab, he looks around. He'll raise an eyebrow at the chair (he knows a throne when he sees one), walking around it to poke at the cables with his foot before moving onto the tools and chemicals. He's picking anything up that looks like a weapon.]


Dang, I don't understand anything in here. It's cool!
laminae: (oh)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-03-06 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fern nods in understanding at that. If there's one thing he's good at that isn't stabbing monsters with swords, it's scavenging for stuff. It was something he and Jake had done back home (it was part of living in the post-apocalypse, after all), and it was something he did regularly back in Deerington.

He tries his best to keep up with Zib's explanation. Fortunately, it's pretty dumbed down, and he's at least got a basic understanding of how computers and viruses work and whatnot.]


Cool, so you've got a lock on all of this. [He glances around, to see if any edges of the memory have started fading or flickering.]
laminae: (huh?)

[personal profile] laminae 2022-03-09 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[Visible relief floods Fern's face when he notices that flickering. That's good, they've managed to get through this whole memory without any huge disasters, and given how his life typically goes, no huge disasters is great.

He pokes around a little bit more, keeping an eye on the memory itself along with the entrances to the lab (just in case), and looks over when Zib speaks up.]


What is it, dude?

[Feeling a bit more secure in this ending well, he wanders on over to Zib. The timeline window on the screen catches his attention temporarily - it doesn't look good, but they've almost made it out.]
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[personal profile] laminae 2022-03-11 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[You know, all things considered, that request isn't surprising. There's a lot going on in this memory, a lot going on with the whole PAK business, and Fern doesn't blame Zib for wanting to keep it all on the down low. If the wrong person heard there could be trouble, and if the right person heard there might be a whole lot of unwanted concern and pity directed towards the kid. That's he nods, understanding completely.]

'Course it does. I promise I won't tell anyone about any of this stuff.

[And because he can, he goes to (carefully, because of the PAK) ruffle Zib's hair.]

You can count on me.