Luz was doing a better job of getting through to Maul than other have. Seeing the memories of his entire life definitely helped with that. So he gave the question she asked some serious thought before he answered. "I've attacked no one here since I arrived unless they did so to me first and have killed only one person. And that was a mercy killing. I have tried to change and still people think I am a monster that needs to be punished. I am not going to become a martyr for everyone and wear a hair-shirt simply to please them. Others here have done worse and received far less in exchange in terms of punishment. I have been punished enough for what I have done."
He considered her offer. ".....No. Usagi already did that and I understand it on an intellectual level well enough. It is simply that I do not feel it emotionally." Small wonder given everything his master had done to him to create the perfect weapon. To feel compassion for those he'd killed or guilt would have made him of little use to the Sith. Maul had learned not to feel bad for anything he ever did, a trait which had lasted even until now.
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He considered her offer. ".....No. Usagi already did that and I understand it on an intellectual level well enough. It is simply that I do not feel it emotionally." Small wonder given everything his master had done to him to create the perfect weapon. To feel compassion for those he'd killed or guilt would have made him of little use to the Sith. Maul had learned not to feel bad for anything he ever did, a trait which had lasted even until now.