[He's dead back home. That's the be-all and end-all of it. Fern is dead back home. And Varian's always terrified that if he dies here, he might just stay dead. Like he is back in his home world. And that would be that.
It made him reckless and stupid and he really should have just let them in and let them help. But he didn't and now he's here. ]
I guess I'm always afraid that eventually he just won't come back.
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[He's dead back home. That's the be-all and end-all of it. Fern is dead back home. And Varian's always terrified that if he dies here, he might just stay dead. Like he is back in his home world. And that would be that.
It made him reckless and stupid and he really should have just let them in and let them help. But he didn't and now he's here. ]
I guess I'm always afraid that eventually he just won't come back.