[He picks up on it, and it's a familiar feeling to him since he looks a lot like his sister Rachel. Though, if she was here he'd tease her that he is way prettier. However, while the feeling Ryan is having is familiar, he doesn't know the source so he doesn't ask or presume.]
Oh yeah, totally. My sisters sometimes used me as their dress up doll when I was a kid so I picked it up from them. I guess I kept up with it because it uh, ['made me feel closer to them'] made my skin feel like a million bucks. You'll see.
[The awkward stutter in his emotions and where he decides to change up what he says to cover what's in his heart is palpable. He's the youngest, and there's a few years gap between him and the second youngest, his sister Rachel.
And there's love in his family, but with so many kids vying for their own identity and trying to live up to expectations… he often felt like he was constantly scrambling to feel like he was apart of things. He got used to talking to pets instead of people and adopting hobbies he watched them do and trying to also find ways to stand out and grab precious attention and praise.]
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Oh yeah, totally. My sisters sometimes used me as their dress up doll when I was a kid so I picked it up from them. I guess I kept up with it because it uh, ['made me feel closer to them'] made my skin feel like a million bucks. You'll see.
[The awkward stutter in his emotions and where he decides to change up what he says to cover what's in his heart is palpable. He's the youngest, and there's a few years gap between him and the second youngest, his sister Rachel.
And there's love in his family, but with so many kids vying for their own identity and trying to live up to expectations… he often felt like he was constantly scrambling to feel like he was apart of things. He got used to talking to pets instead of people and adopting hobbies he watched them do and trying to also find ways to stand out and grab precious attention and praise.]