[ For a long, long time, so he's downright embarrassed to be cracking this easily in front of a stranger. Then again, his therapy was about keeping his violent urges contained, not letting them out.
But the half-hearted confession gave him a sliver of relief before the pain started swelling back up inside of him. It may be his only choice if he doesn't want to cut himself to ribbons looking for reprieve. ]
What do they want me to say? That I'd beat him black and blue if I got the chance? [ Relief washes over him again and he smiles for a moment before the pain comes back with a vengeance. ] Fucking hell -
[ He falls to one knee. The mask of politeness and composure and refinement he puts on is cracking, but if admitting to his negative feelings for Johnny wasn't enough, then what did this place want from him? ]
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[ For a long, long time, so he's downright embarrassed to be cracking this easily in front of a stranger. Then again, his therapy was about keeping his violent urges contained, not letting them out.
But the half-hearted confession gave him a sliver of relief before the pain started swelling back up inside of him. It may be his only choice if he doesn't want to cut himself to ribbons looking for reprieve. ]
What do they want me to say? That I'd beat him black and blue if I got the chance? [ Relief washes over him again and he smiles for a moment before the pain comes back with a vengeance. ] Fucking hell -
[ He falls to one knee. The mask of politeness and composure and refinement he puts on is cracking, but if admitting to his negative feelings for Johnny wasn't enough, then what did this place want from him? ]