[ alisaie is, thankfully, a very good listener, and she is quite while nil goes on. like as not she needs to get all of this off of her chest regardless of the hex, and she's sure it must feel good to talk about, deep down.

she chuckles in a mirthless, rueful sort of way. ]

You're not alone in that feeling. I often feel.. too weak to help those I love, not strong enough, not fast enough.

[ yet nil admitting she has lost the will to live.. it aches. ]

.. yet that is no reason not to keep moving forward, to keep trying. There is always time to make a difference.