[ alisaie would, hypocritically, feel much the same herself a la weakness, though she certainly wouldn't say the same for faith. weakness is only a sin when she's the one who is weak, after all!! ]

Whichever you suppose might help alleviate you, I suppose..

[ though hearing her sins sounds a little bit uncomfortable. it's hardly her place to know the things that faith considers her failings, especially while under duress like this. ]

If it helps, I think your desires might work better.

[ at least that is how it was for nil.. ]

Though you needn't - that is.. please don't force yourself. I don't mean to pry.