[neither are hers. she's been taught from birth to be pleasing, enhanced by her own natural warmth and kindness. again, things her mother weaponised and deployed as soon as her daughter was of age. get this information from that one, flirt if you have to, get them drunk if you have to. her mother's words echo in her mind]

I feel like I'm nothing but disconnects. Things I know versus things I use. I wish...that other place brought out the worst in me. I don't know yet what this place will do, though.