Hm. How do I say this?

I see myself in a certain way. Performing certain activities, striving towards certain things. This was both what was expected of me and also the expectations I placed upon myself. Sometimes, when I feel like I'm not matching that image, there's a sense of dissonance.

[She shakes her head.]

But that just means you're human, Luz. We all are. You're not alone in doubting yourself.