[she doesn't say or do anything she doesn't mean. not after the way her mother had used her for years.

she's not drugged. she's going into the situation with her head clear. and, she tries to be sweet. kind. gentle. despite her "job" back home]

I know you won't. But...if I give without being asked, is that okay?

[the return would be his friendship. which to her, is valuable]

I'm willing to give a lot. [a small, self-deprecating laugh] I don't know how to be any other way, not anymore. And we are friends.