"You picked up on that, did you?" she said with a little snicker, leaning in to tap her on the forehead. "Something I want you to keep in your mind. I hold it back because I know not everyone's ready to hear or trust. So it won't do much good. But if you ever hear me saying things like that and mourning that nobody's listening to me? Talk me down."

She... really did know at this point what she was capable of when she felt pushed and paranoid. "And yeah, it kind of blends together a bit. But that's when we start to find a way to just survive every day."