[anna is out of practice and that much should be obvious, but she hasn't been out of the game that long and kainé is making it very easy to draw these forgotten tendencies out of her. it's foolish to describe any of this as healing, but god, it feels so freeing to be able to exist in a space like this with someone else. to not be afraid of what others would think. to give voice to what she wants and have it heard. and yes, the thing that she opened the conversation with, but this was never just about getting railed.]
[what does she even say? anna feels. amazing. the curse that's been hanging over her has lasted far longer than just this one month. it's strange to be rid of its weight, but the weight replacing it is far nicer. and she just hopes that kainé feels the same but somehow, mysteriously, she's pretty sure she does. she trails her fingers through kainé's hair and starts off looking towards the ceiling before her head gently turns. there's a quiet twinkle in her eye and god help her she's smiling so purely, so gently.]
I'd say so. [she sounds tired, but after how vocal she'd decided to be, that's not a surprise. what words are left?] God, K. I feel better than I've felt in ten years. We need to do more things together.
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[what does she even say? anna feels. amazing. the curse that's been hanging over her has lasted far longer than just this one month. it's strange to be rid of its weight, but the weight replacing it is far nicer. and she just hopes that kainé feels the same but somehow, mysteriously, she's pretty sure she does. she trails her fingers through kainé's hair and starts off looking towards the ceiling before her head gently turns. there's a quiet twinkle in her eye and god help her she's smiling so purely, so gently.]
I'd say so. [she sounds tired, but after how vocal she'd decided to be, that's not a surprise. what words are left?] God, K. I feel better than I've felt in ten years. We need to do more things together.