[she reaches out, but it's too fucking late. fine. whatever. nice going, amaranth. blew the hell out of this shit all over again. her body slumps and she presses her forehead against the doorframe, letting her arms dangle. how many times is this now? how many times is it just tonight that she's ruined it? that her stupid fucking greed over wanting to be anything but lonely led to this?]
[she looks past kainé and back to satoko. she doesn't say anything. begging's already gotten her this far.]
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[she reaches out, but it's too fucking late. fine. whatever. nice going, amaranth. blew the hell out of this shit all over again. her body slumps and she presses her forehead against the doorframe, letting her arms dangle. how many times is this now? how many times is it just tonight that she's ruined it? that her stupid fucking greed over wanting to be anything but lonely led to this?]
[she looks past kainé and back to satoko. she doesn't say anything. begging's already gotten her this far.]