[ he can distract himself, bring himself to better moods if he has the strength and mental fortitude for it at the time. weakened as it was right now, it all drops down to one looping thought. friends died even if they were to return, if they were. he misses paul. ]
But when it gets bad, ever since South Sister, [ he shakes his head. ] it’s harder. I’ve been trying for days.
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[ he can distract himself, bring himself to better moods if he has the strength and mental fortitude for it at the time. weakened as it was right now, it all drops down to one looping thought. friends died even if they were to return, if they were. he misses paul. ]
But when it gets bad, ever since South Sister, [ he shakes his head. ] it’s harder. I’ve been trying for days.