Not on the plane we're on . . . If that makes sense.

[ he seems to have wilted, regardless. if only the silence could just walk off, become independent. a scary thought, but one hosts wouldn't have to internally deal with. it was like telling tapeworms to just leave thy intestine and go find their own food. ]

—I let it in and I brought it here. If there's no other way to kill it . . . I can't just let someone else have it.