No, I think you're right. I guess I'm still... trying to learn how to see it that way. As something that like, could maybe be helpful?
( It's a bizarre concept, considering he's spent the past three years wanting this thing gone. And if he had his choice, he would be rid of the demon in a heartbeat. Some part of him still hopes maybe someday... that could happen. Kyle learning more about occulty stuff is definitely something Peter's grateful for; he could be a really good resource for all this.
But it's become painfully clear that actually getting rid of the demon might not be feasible any time soon, and... admittdly, Paimon's whole deal really suits Trench well. A lot better than Peter can. Maybe he can... try to make demonic possession a useful thing....
There's a grin at Kyle's words, and Peter feels himself warming inside. He's still surprised any time someone willingly sticks with him, considering all that's so... fucking weird about him. )
I uh. I guess I should try to have him... make peace with you sometime. If you feel comfortable with that, I mean. He's not always.... feral.
( He pauses, worrying his bottom lip for a moment. Saying the actual name aloud feels scary, but if Kyle's going to be researching about this, he needs to know. Peter hesitates, nails pressing gently into his palms, before he turns to Kyle and tugs on his arm to get his attention. He presses a finger to his lips in gesture, stooping down to the ground and tracing out the letters against it.
PAIMON.)
Sometimes when people say his name aloud, he like comes out all of a sudden, so.... just to be safe. That's him.
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( It's a bizarre concept, considering he's spent the past three years wanting this thing gone. And if he had his choice, he would be rid of the demon in a heartbeat. Some part of him still hopes maybe someday... that could happen. Kyle learning more about occulty stuff is definitely something Peter's grateful for; he could be a really good resource for all this.
But it's become painfully clear that actually getting rid of the demon might not be feasible any time soon, and... admittdly, Paimon's whole deal really suits Trench well. A lot better than Peter can. Maybe he can... try to make demonic possession a useful thing....
There's a grin at Kyle's words, and Peter feels himself warming inside. He's still surprised any time someone willingly sticks with him, considering all that's so... fucking weird about him. )
I uh. I guess I should try to have him... make peace with you sometime. If you feel comfortable with that, I mean. He's not always.... feral.
( He pauses, worrying his bottom lip for a moment. Saying the actual name aloud feels scary, but if Kyle's going to be researching about this, he needs to know. Peter hesitates, nails pressing gently into his palms, before he turns to Kyle and tugs on his arm to get his attention. He presses a finger to his lips in gesture, stooping down to the ground and tracing out the letters against it.
PAIMON. )
Sometimes when people say his name aloud, he like comes out all of a sudden, so.... just to be safe. That's him.