This is a conundrum. Chizuru finds herself wanting to be friends with Viktor enough that she doesn't want to lie to him, but telling him the full truth here certainly involves talking about a lot of stuff that she isn't entirely sure she wants to talk to other people about. After all - what if Viktor would suddenly look at her differently if he knew what she really was?
.. what if he'd dislike her? ]
Well, um.. he wants me to marry to a man I truly don't want to marry.
[ That is the truth. It's only a tiny piece of the complicated relationship they have, but it's the one Chizuru can talk about without involving what she really is, or certain circumstances back home. ]
And even though that man isn't here, I think all of that would still make things.. complicated, and a little strained. [ Especially since it's not even HALF OF THE PROBLEM YET.. Sorry, Viktor. She's trying her best with this entire open honesty thing here. It's hard. ]
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This is a conundrum. Chizuru finds herself wanting to be friends with Viktor enough that she doesn't want to lie to him, but telling him the full truth here certainly involves talking about a lot of stuff that she isn't entirely sure she wants to talk to other people about. After all - what if Viktor would suddenly look at her differently if he knew what she really was?
.. what if he'd dislike her? ]
Well, um.. he wants me to marry to a man I truly don't want to marry.
[ That is the truth. It's only a tiny piece of the complicated relationship they have, but it's the one Chizuru can talk about without involving what she really is, or certain circumstances back home. ]
And even though that man isn't here, I think all of that would still make things.. complicated, and a little strained. [ Especially since it's not even HALF OF THE PROBLEM YET.. Sorry, Viktor. She's trying her best with this entire open honesty thing here. It's hard. ]