Camilla, I imagine. [that's an easy guess, and one of the few people he doesn't feel conflicted about hoping would show up. if even half of what he's heard is true she would likely want to be there anyway.] Personally I would request coffee because I am sick to death of tea in its various forms. The rest is manageable.

[ok less invasive mind events and maybe palebloods not hallucinating sometimes, also up there, but sh. he does have similar feelings of duty though, ones that have him say,] There's so much I wanted to get done for the undercity at least, but there's just as much to be done here. More, perhaps, when it comes down to it.

Of course you being here is enough to sway me either way. [disgusting sentiment said with a small smile, and he doesn't even make a quip about it.] Hm, I cannot express how glad I am we had the chance to meet, Palamedes.

[he does at least exhale in amusement at himself, maybe a little at how it's easier to say things like that and not feel some pang of needing to guard the vulnerable places uncovered by how true it is. certainly easier hushed between them.

he hums- maybe he would have told viktor but still, a big fuck you to the trench for pushing things on principle.] I understand. Sometimes moving unerringly forward is simply a matter of survival rather than denial regardless, especially if you have people relying on you in any way.

And I will gladly take that promise, thank you. Even if you just wished to be close and say nothing else I would come, you know.