[He looks up, even though he's ashamed. Ryan's hands are clean.
And he needs them to be clean. He needs this to be fake.
He needs Ryan.
Who beckons to him and what else can Min-Gi do but come.
He's weak, he needs this, he can't hold this all inside anymore. He can't act tough anymore.]
I'm sorry, I-
[He can't breathe, hand to his chest, body moving into Ryan's arms.]
I don't know what's happening, I don't- I can't think- Is this beasthood? am I done for? Am I dying?
[Irrational, but is it? Because he feels like he's suffocating inside himself as the pressure tries to work it's way out alongside tears and anguish. It could be anything.]
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And he needs them to be clean. He needs this to be fake.
He needs Ryan.
Who beckons to him and what else can Min-Gi do but come.
He's weak, he needs this, he can't hold this all inside anymore. He can't act tough anymore.]
I'm sorry, I-
[He can't breathe, hand to his chest, body moving into Ryan's arms.]
I don't know what's happening, I don't- I can't think- Is this beasthood? am I done for? Am I dying?
[Irrational, but is it? Because he feels like he's suffocating inside himself as the pressure tries to work it's way out alongside tears and anguish. It could be anything.]