[There's a long pause of quiet between them as Min-Gi digests everything. Ryan is right, he knows he's right, and yet... he keeps doing the opposite. Like it's some kind of compulsion.

Feels bad, man.

Feels worse to not have an answer. He doesn't know what to do, either.]

I guess... corruption happens differently for everyone. What we can and can't deal with. I didn't handle last month well at all. I thought I could, but.. it nearly broke me, Ryan. And I feel bad saying that because it sounds like I'm saying I couldn't handle you, which isn't what I mean. I can. I did. I just mean it was hard and I didn't know what to do, either.

And I dunno, maybe you walking out was the right thing. I mean, I'm here right now. That only happened, I think, because you had a reaction?

[He doesn't know. He literally doesn't know anything, but it's a decent guess? Maybe?]

With the resting thing, I can't explain why but it feels so counterproductive. I know you're right, but I lay down and all I can think about are all the ways I don't fit into this world and all the things I could be doing to make that better.

[And he's scared.]

I just really need a win, man.