[ oh, bliss, he didn’t get kneed in any important places. they fumbled less, had a better idea as where to smooth out the first time kinks, that much was smooth and easily going. shōyō took him deeper, invited him deeper when their mouths crushed and lapsed, when the pressure of his hand behind lazarus’ nape was willing to pull him down with him. plush and comfy on his back with his knees propped, fingers simply— feeling, hair and tongue sliding by teeth and gums in a fleeting way, a way that seemed to fit when he searched and kept his momentum slow, digesting every moment, but still eagerly hungry.
he has to break only because this time, he forgets to breathe; his chest doesn’t heave as if he’s gone through a rough marathon, but he does need a moment to catch up, and of course, watch and see the face that what was pressed against his palms and admired from here.
it was the opposite of everything that L had storming his own thoughts: i’m glad you’re here, this is great, you’re great and i’m here. these soft brown eyes that have found one more thing to be passionate about, and he’s looking right at it. ]
At least, [ he says, with a breathy laugh and bringing a thumb to follow the line of his lower eyelid to the outer contour of his thin cheek, ] we don’t have to worry about someone walking in?
[ because, at least this is his bed, and although he shares a home, it’s theirs, right now. ]
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he has to break only because this time, he forgets to breathe; his chest doesn’t heave as if he’s gone through a rough marathon, but he does need a moment to catch up, and of course, watch and see the face that what was pressed against his palms and admired from here.
it was the opposite of everything that L had storming his own thoughts: i’m glad you’re here, this is great, you’re great and i’m here. these soft brown eyes that have found one more thing to be passionate about, and he’s looking right at it. ]
At least, [ he says, with a breathy laugh and bringing a thumb to follow the line of his lower eyelid to the outer contour of his thin cheek, ] we don’t have to worry about someone walking in?
[ because, at least this is his bed, and although he shares a home, it’s theirs, right now. ]