[when she was expecting her son and her mother had other natives of Bgztl over to socialize, she was treated as being all too human. in a bad way. a freak, a half-breed, a fallen woman, someone to tut over and tell their daughters to avoid being like.

and given the chance to lead, she's not entirely sure what to do with it]

...honestly? I don't know. I don't know if anything will ever be enough to truly heal what hurts me. I hope so? But I've been wrong before.