[ Oh. However it was supposed to go, it probably wasn't supposed to be like this. Heat rises to her head when she sees Sayo so utterly exposed like that, something that she had always taken care to avoid seeing on account of her friend's obvious complex about her body. She feels ashamed for violating that sanctity, remembers the promise she had once made to Sayo to never tell anybody about how her body hadn't developed. And she's all the more disgusted with herself for the thrill of attraction she feels at seeing her, still so self-assured and focused and gorgeous, every inch of her. She's hopeless.
She squeaks, turning bright red and making useless sputtering noises, fearing that her heart might explode in her chest. even more surprised that Sayo hasn't asked her to leave. That has to be a good sign... right? She turns away, not certain if she's allowed to look at her, or even sit down. ]
Ahh, um— w-wahaha... No, it's not like that! [ Very eloquent Jessie. The last couple weeks have really shown that she has a way with the ladies.
Come on. Deep breath, deep breath. Just say it. The worse thing she can say is no, right? And that would be... well it would crush her, but she has to take the chance. ] I— I wanted to say, um... [ Come on, the words are right there. Just say them. She wants more than anything else right now to say them. ] I want to be part of your life, if you'll let me.
[ She ventures a cautious glance over at Sayo, conspicuously keeping her attention on her face, trying not to focus on her bra (had her chest grow somehow?) or the scars that even she had never seen before. ]
And... I forgive you.
[ She was worried that those words would be some kind of desperate lie, but they're not. She's still carrying the pain and even the betrayal, probably can't ever heal from that grief, but... she truly is ready to forgive Sayo. Whatever it means for her to move into the future... she wants that future to have Sayo in it. ]
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She squeaks, turning bright red and making useless sputtering noises, fearing that her heart might explode in her chest. even more surprised that Sayo hasn't asked her to leave. That has to be a good sign... right? She turns away, not certain if she's allowed to look at her, or even sit down. ]
Ahh, um— w-wahaha... No, it's not like that! [ Very eloquent Jessie. The last couple weeks have really shown that she has a way with the ladies.
Come on. Deep breath, deep breath. Just say it. The worse thing she can say is no, right? And that would be... well it would crush her, but she has to take the chance. ] I— I wanted to say, um... [ Come on, the words are right there. Just say them. She wants more than anything else right now to say them. ] I want to be part of your life, if you'll let me.
[ She ventures a cautious glance over at Sayo, conspicuously keeping her attention on her face, trying not to focus on her bra (had her chest grow somehow?) or the scars that even she had never seen before. ]
And... I forgive you.
[ She was worried that those words would be some kind of desperate lie, but they're not. She's still carrying the pain and even the betrayal, probably can't ever heal from that grief, but... she truly is ready to forgive Sayo. Whatever it means for her to move into the future... she wants that future to have Sayo in it. ]