deercountry | ( CLOSED ) MY LONELINESS IS KILLING ME.

I do! I want to make sure you're here, is all.

[ she gives him a hard squeeze before she reluctantly tugs her hand away. reaching for his face again, she laughs when she palms his nose.

after a few moments, she stops goofing around. removing her hand from his face, she picks up the skirt of her dress and begins to shuffle on her knees so that she can hover over his face.

quietly, she asks ] Are you there?

[ it's strange not being able to see him. ]

Yes.

( reaching up, stefan curls his invisible hands around her thighs and tugs down. )

Come on, I'm right here.

[ she laughs and lets him guide her, even though she does resist somewhat. she doesn't want to hurt him. not being able to see him is strange and unbalancing, but katherine curls her hands into his hair and breathes deeply to try and settle her racing heart. ]

Even though I can't see them, your hands are warm. [ she laughs. ] It's strange.

Well, at least I'm not going to be scaring you with cold hands.

( he does turn his face and he kisses her thigh, letting her know where his mouth is before going further. he licks at her skin and then blows on it. )

Are you good?

Mhm.

[ she's a little distracted by the warm wetness of his mouth. ensuring to keep her grip on his hair gentle, she runs her fingers absently running through it. it helps remind her that he's here, that he's beneath her. he hasn't left. she closes her eyes and sits up a little straighter, pulling her shoulders back. katherine ensures not to put her weight on her knees.

quietly, ] That was very nice.

I haven't even done anything.

( his voice is quiet, amused but he tries to rub at her hips to make sure she's comfortable and relaxed. she feels like it but with this being so new, he wants to be sure. )

Are you good? Okay for this?

Yes, yes.

[ she says it impatiently. it's strange to know he's beneath her but not being able to see him. the way stefan touches her confirms she's not alone. ]

I'm fine, just… [ she bites her bottom lip, not quite sure of what word she even wants. sheepishly: ] I'm a little excited.

I couldn't tell that at all.

( yes, he could. he laughs and reaches up and slides his tongue against her thigh, letting her get used to that before he does anything else. )

Still good?

[ katherine shivers, having not expected that. she licks her lips and widens her thighs a little wider. her grip on his hair is a little tight; she slackens her hold and brushes her fingers through it gently. ]

Very good.

[ she smiles, then peers down, assuming that he's still there. it's strange to be able to feel him, to smell him, but she can't see him at all. ]

It's a little weird not being able to see you.

Do you think it's going to be too weird to do this?

( he doesn't think so. he thinks katherine'll push through no matter what because she's katherine. )

We can wait till I get back to normal.

No.

[ she shoves at his head with her hands before she laughs. she is not going to miss out on the opportunity of being eaten out by an invisible stefan! ]

I'm almost six hundred years old. [ tilting her chin upward, she peers down at where she imagines him to lay. appearing haughty, she smiles. ] Are you going to deny me my first ever experience like this, Stefan?

No.

( he just doesn't want her to feel awkward or uncomfortable but if she wants this, he's going to give it to her.

smiling, he leans up and bites at her thigh, liking that he can surprise her with this and she has no idea where he might go. )

[ she laughs lightly, inhaling sharply. katherine's not used to not being able to see what's coming. she likes to know what's on the horizon, what someone is thinking, where they may go…

this is both exhilarating and nerve-wracking, but she trusts stefan not to lead her astray. ]

Cheeky.

You just remember you wanted this.

( he reaches over to the other thigh and bites down a little harder now. he's not trying to draw blood but he wants her to be worked up for when he finally touches her. )

And I asked nicely if it would be too much.

[ she gasps. ]

Yep, yep, yep.

[ she waves her hand dismissively against his hair before she threads it through the strands roughly. whatever, stefan, her thoughts float and all she can think of is him. the warmth of his mouth, the potential sharpness of his teeth…

she barely comprehends his words. ]

You sound a little unfocused.

( and all he's done is barely kiss her thighs. he wonders what's going to happen when he actually puts his mouth on her like she wants to.

and that's what he does right now, pressing his tongue up against her cunt and licking at her before he pulls back. he just wants her to be surprised, react. )

[ she thinks to shush him, but then he's licking at her and she jolts against him. brushing her fingers through his hair, she keeps her eyes closed. her heart races in her chest; katherine doesn't try and tame her breathing, wanting to enjoy it, show him that she enjoys this despite its strangeness. he still feels like himself, even if she can't see him. ]

You should've taken my panties off.

[ honestly, this is just torture now. ]

Should I have?

( instead, he lifts himself up and presses his tongue against the crotch of those panties, wetting the fabric before he eases back and smirks. )

I'm doing okay without it so far.

[ she makes a noise low in her throat that confirms he's doing very fucking well so far. katherine's quip is momentarily lost. she inhales sharply before releasing it, trying to gain some semblance of control. ]

Meh.

[ it sounds convincing to her, even though it's a little breathy and definitely weak sounding. ]

You're such a liar.

( and for that, he turns and bites at the inside of her thigh. )

Change your tune yet?

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