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deercountry2022-09-09 09:59 pm
Stop assembling this bewildering cartography
who: Pyrrha Dve | Duty & others
what: Various September happenings
when: All month
where: Bone House, Outpost, Staging Point, Around Trench
content warnings: see individual starters
what: Various September happenings
when: All month
where: Bone House, Outpost, Staging Point, Around Trench
content warnings: see individual starters

Calculated Regret [Closed to Illarion & Oscar]
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Oscar sat quietly in the canoe, looking as much like the lost and confused teenager that he felt like. He had managed to avoid the falling feathers of Never Mind's birds by a stroke of luck last year-- a rarity for someone that lived with and worked alongside a literal bad luck charm. Stilling himself in the little boat, he looked around at the other passengers and tried not to panic. Palebloods were on a sensory roulette that month, and for the moment Oscar was having a hard time feeling what his body was touching. There was a certain detachment to it; he felt the pressure of it, but none of the attending details.
Stillness was the only sure way to be safe.
Cautiously, he shook his head-- and watched as a black feather fell out of his hair and onto the bottom of the boat.
"Boat, feathers, and a river... this sounds an awful lot like something I heard people talking about. It was something about... personal fears?"
A shrug. So much had happened. At that point, he was focused on learning to filter his new telepathic and empathic abilities that he didn't pay as much attention as he should have.
"We should probably stick together. No one I heard stories from sounded like they enjoyed their boat rides."
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Might be, in this case, very genuine. Both he and the Omen huddled unhappily beneath his hood are sporting flashes of dawn-pink, hoopoe-pink, in their feathers--a giveaway the shrike's corrupted, if the visible feathers themselves weren't.
"It is regret we are here to confront, and confess, to be shriven of. Then the ravens return to take us from Hell's River." He pauses the space of a mortal breath, then adds, "Or not. This is not one of these places that forces the truth from one, though I am not recommending ignoring what we will see. It is a worse way to leave, whatever secrets it is keeping intact."
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Unlike her companions, however, Pyrrha's secrets wind their way back to John. It's a byproduct of her long life, such as it may be called, and she hasn't had that particular conversation yet. His absence is a gift. It shouldn't be forced. There's never a good time, but she'll have to make time.
Before the river has time to call her out, Pyrrha exhales slowly. "Like anyone, I dislike secrets being forced," she says, "unless any of us give permission, I propose we all agree to keep what's shared between us. Agreed?"
Pyrrha acts on her own terms.
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Oscar didn't doubt they had painful secrets. He had his own, as well.
"Agreed," he said solemnly.
"This world has a way of tricking people into speaking even when they don't want to. I've worked hard to make sure that people have the option not to speak if they don't want to. "
A sigh. This had caused him a few headaches in the last couple of years...
"Sometimes other people are involved, too. The stories aren't always just our own."
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"Then I would propose further that none of us seeks redress or explanation from anyone whose secrets these also are--whether they are in Trench yet or not--unless, as before, permission is given."
Many of the worse secrets that lay between Lyctor and Lord had already been given away in Gideon's spasm of contempt for her negligent god. But ten thousand year's a long time even as elves reckon time, and Illarion's sure that myriad hides a thousand other black secrets that Pyrrha wouldn't want turned indiscriminately on her Monarch.
And those of Oscar's relations Illarion knew certainly deserved their secrets guarded as carefully.
CW: body horror (infant)
She feels good about that one.
They round the curve, and her heart feels like it misses a beat. Of all the corpses to see in terrible injury, it's an infant, a baby, a newborn only one day old. So small, and its skin cannot contain its organs and their injuries. A horror Pyrrha has never seen and imagined so many times. It's a particular baby, one everyone in the boat knows, though it is far older than one day now.
As terrible as it is, she wants to gather it into her arms and assure it that everything is okay. Something she never got to do. Something she regrets. Because of course, this one is hers.
"There was a time that I thought a baby was mine," Pyrrha says after a few moments. No one asked her about it before, in the Mithraeum. They were too focused on other issues to give it enough thought. "Her mother was our enemy, and my necromancer killed her."
Love wasn't enough compared to the fate of the universe, the lives of millions. Not for Duty or the Saint of Duty. "It should have killed the baby. Odds were it did," Pyrrha continued, "so he didn't check. It was a secret mission. Even the Houses weren't told about it. A Lyctor showing up would've gotten notice. Would've endangered the secrecy." It wasn't everyday that people fell out of the sky, particularly those of unknown origin.
She takes a slow breath. They can see where it going.
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A part of Oscar had witnessed horrors such as this-- had witnessed the death of armies with a single choice that his Crown revealed to him, witnessed villagers form a Circle around him across multiple lifetimes and wage war in his name, had witnessed the face of the woman he once loved slaughter their children... and himself. That part was, however, not quite Oscar. Not yet.
The sixteen year old that was supposed to carry the weight of lifetimes and centuries was struck breathless with the sight. He found his heart aching in a sympathetic reaction to Pyrrha's words.
For the moment, he didn't know what to say. With an unsteady hand, he reached out and grasped for her's.
"So, you never knew what happened?"
Oscar ventured finally, hazel eyes flashing gold in the dim lighting like a small woodland creature.
ongoing cw: there will be mention of war crimes
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CW: dead infant
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You should be afraid of the person with weapons (Absolute Immersion) [Open]
The following prompt comes from Chapter 21 of Ancillary Justice by Ann Leckie.
No matter the cost / For all that was lost (Growing Pains) [Closed to Billie]
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He's outside when Pyrrha arrives, just laying in the grass, and watching the wind blow the leaves around. He grins when he sees her and hops up and goes to greet her with a hug as she approaches the chickens, free roaming across the lawn.
"Pyrrha! Hi!"
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"Billie," she greets in return. Her eyes return quickly enough to the farm around them. With her usually gravelly voice, Pyrrha asks, "What spot on the farm makes you think of me?"
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He has to think about the question, though, not for long. It's not too hard to pick out a spot that reminds him of her. Of course, it's perfect.
"I know just the place, come on." He grabs her hand to lead the way to the cherry blossom tree growing behind the greenhouse. He looks from the tree back to Pyrrha. "It's a Guardian Tree. It protects people, animals, and nature, but we have to look after it, too."
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The tree is beautiful, even in autumn. It reminds her of the tree at Sanctuary, and she wonders if they're related. Amaterasu, the name she's heard around Sanctuary, isn't with them anymore. The trees still are. That's a sentiment Pyrrha feels kinship to. Not in the sense of a cavalier to a lyctor protecting him from heralds. Simply that their impact outlasts them. It can be good, and it can still help. Whatever they move onto, there's always that.
"You get me," Pyrrha says. "We all need some looking after, even me." Everyone. The protection also means that the flower should be safe. Yes, the stories Pyrrha's heard says the flower cannot be destroyed, not so long as someone is here. That's no reason to tempt fate or any passing Pthumerian.
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Billie stands with Pyrrha, still holding onto her hand as he looks up at the tree, and nods. He feels an affinity for the trees in Trench, especially the Guardian Trees that, like the Sleepers, have found themselves in this place, so far from home.
"Yeah. Everyone needs someone to care about them and take care of them. No matter how big or strong they are," he says quietly.
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"Are you familiar with the ritual people are doing this month?" Pyrrha asks. She's learned enough herself, enough to complete it.
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He nods a little. "Yeah, I heard people talking about it. You bury something to let go of the past, right? And a cool flower grows from it."
He hasn't done it himself, not yet anyway, but he doesn't have much trouble letting go of the past. He does his best to keep the past at bay himself.
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Duty Lawrence of Cobra Kai (Absolute Immersion) [Closed to Daniel]
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All he can see as he turns around is Johnny standing there. In his yard. At his house. It'd be one thing if he had rang the doorbell and Daniel found him there after opening the door. That would have been weird still, especially with the dumb pettiness back and forth between them ever since meeting each other again after decades, but at least it wouldn't mean Johnny freaking Lawrence just straight up breaking into his house. What if one of the kids found him like this first?!
He marches out of the kitchen, over into the backyard. His face twisted into a frown, his hands - in their typical Italian way - already wildly gesturing along with his emotions.
Maybe he could think about this. Be reasonable about this.
It feels hard to do that though when anger takes over the moment he sees Johnny just standing there, looking like the blonde is ready to punch something.
"What the hell are you doing?" He starts as he wanders out into the yard, stepping closer and closer to where Johnny is standing. "You come to my house? Are you insane?!"
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"Don't pull that Mr. Nice Guy act on me," Pyrrha accuses Daniel, "I was being the bigger man. I was putting things to rest and looking forward." Everything Daniel gets credit for more readily, Duty assumes, when he does it. It's too personal to mention the letter to his kid, but it symbolizes something in the cycle of growth, misunderstanding, rivalry, and hard earned lessons.
"But you cannot let anything go," she accuses, "you got to stay the good guy and paint me and Cobra Kai the villain. You don't get to call yourself the good guy anymore." Pyrrha weaves his own pain and anger and loss to make something approximating the betrayal Johnny felt at his car getting burned. Just like his anger, easier to burn and aim that pain at Daniel than anything else.
Daniel, she suspects, will not handle it with the maturity of a man their age.
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It's hard to tell what the exact emotion behind that single word is. If anything - it seems to be a mix of both confusion and offense, both in equal measures. Like Daniel is offended instantly by the words coming from Johnny's mouth (as usually), yet he's also a little baffled why this is happening right now.
And right here. In his back yard. On a peaceful morning where he was just trying to enjoy his morning espresso.
"I'm not painting anyone as the villain! Cobra Kai is the villain!" Sure, it sounds like Daniel just being petty, but there's also something firm in the other's voice as he says that. Like it's just an objective fact to Daniel. A fact which, honestly, doesn't even have that much to do with Johnny himself.
But the other deciding to bring it back after everything also isn't doing much to endear Daniel's former bully to him.
He spreads his arms, still something confused mixed into all his anger.
"Why are you even here?! You came to my house and broke into my yard, just to tell me this?! This is crazy even for you, Johnny!"
(And Daniel has noticed Johnny's level of crazy is pretty intense, so that's saying something.)
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"Your house?!" Pyrrha accuses, "At least I came here myself. I got the balls." She's really enjoying herself immensely. Here it is, that fun and joy that comes from slipping into and out of other people, the freedom to be someone else, and the game of meeting expectations.
"You came to my house. You torched my car. You wouldn't even get your hands dirty. You wouldn't even face me like a man. Well here I am. You can send your messages right to my face, unless mine reaches yours first," Pyrrha ties together anger and hurt and emotional distance even with overwhelming pain (anyone recognize which friend she's stealing from there?).
She lifts her fists and shifts to a fighting stand, one that she's seen Johnny take in his dojo. Something recognizably him. Pyrrha knows his motto, so she winds up to strike first.
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"Your car? What?" The confusion is so genuine that it can only mean one thing - Daniel sure wasn't behind some order to do anything to Johnny's property, because he looks like he has no clue what the other is talking about. And worse, he doesn't even have a moment to try and process what he's being told here before the other is already moving on again.
And even worse, moving to take a fighting stance. Right here. In Daniel's own backyard, at his house, where his family is--
"This is ridiculous! I'm--" Emotions flash across Daniel's face, so easy to read. But then again, Daniel has always been like that. Even when he tries to hide his feelings, it's obvious they're there. So even now, when he's visibly trying to keep his anger contained (and is rapidly failing) it shows. "I'm going to ask you one last time. Nicely."
Except there's nothing really nice about it. 'Nice' in this context just means that he isn't striking first here, as per Daniel and Miyagi-do's own policy. Instead Daniel moves to grab his smartphone from his back pocket. "Get away from my house now or I'm calling the police."
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That means no cell phones.
The kick's precise and powerful—just enough to get the phone out of Daniel's hand without hitting his fingers or palm. Johnny's done plenty of impressive moves from what she's seen, and if it comes from a touch too much experience, well, it's her time to shine.
"You can't solve all your money with problems," Pyrrha tells him because this time it is some white guys a bunch richer than Johnny who are in the wrong. The cops likely wouldn't give a damn, so even without money changing hands, it's working for Daniel. Something she doesn't expect him to get here and now in the memory facing 'Johnny,' facing her purposely riling him to see his reaction.
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So the offense that shows up on the man's face has nothing to do with any perceived roleplaying in this situation, and entirely with the sheer agitation he feels at being faced with Johnny Lawrence at his Johnny Lawrence-est.
Which means that the moment the phone is kicked out of his hand and lands onto the pavement with a sickening crunch, Daniel is raising his hands into a fighting stance - different from 'Johnny's' own, but absolutely recognizable as the stance of someone who is ready to get into this.
"So that's how you want to do it, huh, Johnny?!" His voice is even rawer, clearly angrier. Worked up, more than anything else. "Come on then!"
But before either of them even gets the chance to move, there's a change. Way back, behind Daniel - so visibly to the other, but not to him - a boy appears where Daniel had been standing earlier before he headed out to meet the intruder in his backyard. The boy looks like he's in his early teenage years at most, but every single inch of his expression is stoked. Like he just saw Santa Claus.
"Kick his ass, dad!"
Daniel still seems aware enough of the situation to reply, but doesn't take his eyes away from Johnny for a moment, like he doesn't trust the other to wait while he's looking away.
"Anthony-- not now, go back inside!" Before something happens. The presence of one of his kids only gets Daniel even more worked up, natural protectiveness taking over.
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CW: nsfw language/innuendo
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cw: mention of strangulation in narration
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you can probably have the memory end soon to wrap it up! <3
that's a wrap