The Clock Froze Around Midnight, I Can Feel It In The Room [October Catchall, OTA]

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Who: L Lawliet (Lazarus Sauveterre) and CR old and new
What: Catchall for October; includes event prompts and slice of life wildcards.
When: Throughout the month, dates are ambiguous unless otherwise noted
Where: Various places in Trench (flexible unless specifically noted)




[October is a season of change and loss, and in Trench, it’s not really any different. L nevertheless feels a sense of restlessness that manifests in snappishness and irritability; exceeding what usually visits him in the ambivalent season of his birth.

He goes about his business anyway, keeping to his own odd schedules and doings in a mostly solitary routine. He avoids contact with others this month, not least because the typically stoic detective is struggling to discern when his mood will shift and his tears might start flowing and refuse to stop.

It’s better, perhaps, to guard what he’s always known to be raw in a month where he can feel it so keenly and plaintively.]

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[One of L's greatest joys in Trench is punching holes in John's perception of himself as a god. If he was told that he contributed regularly to lapses in divine self-esteem, he would consider it quite the fluffy feather in his cap. He sets aside his irreverence while speaking with Mercymorn about the man, however, noting her ambivalence and sensing that her bitter and tempestuous nature seeks conflict among allies and enemies alike. It's probably not the time to throw down the gauntlet and insist that, actually, John has fierce competition for being his worst critic.]

Flatterers are liars. They're not masochists, like those devoted to the truth. We have to consider that its own reward.

[He punctuates his words with a wry smile. Loving the truth means loving the ugly and misshapen things, reveling in the flaws, cleaving to what's real even if it's horribly disappointing. L's a liar himself, of course, a brazen one, but only so much as any mirror, he thinks.

He also thinks that if John hates him, he must be a very good mirror, indeed.

He blinks his owlish eyes at Mercy's instructions. Speaking the true names of any of his would-be successors aloud is as taboo as speaking his own, whether or not it actually matters here. A battle briefly plays out behind his eyes, but he would rather be rid of Beyond than keep his secrets.]

Beyond Birthday.

[The call is more sober command than searching query. There's a distinct undercurrent of disdain, one that L couldn't scrub wholly from his tone. The specter twists as though in pain at the sound.]