chizuru yukimura ( 雪村 千鶴 ) (
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(closed) march catchall
Who: Ange (
entreats), Chizuru (
tealeafs), Daniel (
miyagimagic) and various others.
What: March shenanigans.
When: During all of March.
Where: Locations vary.
Content Warnings: Nothing right now, specific warnings will be in headers when they come up.
( starters in the comments! if you want to plot anything with me, feel free to either pm the journal or contact me at
queeningsquare, i'm always open to new ideas and threads! )
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What: March shenanigans.
When: During all of March.
Where: Locations vary.
Content Warnings: Nothing right now, specific warnings will be in headers when they come up.
( starters in the comments! if you want to plot anything with me, feel free to either pm the journal or contact me at
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[ He wants to say more. Especially something addressing those last parts too, since they're even more important, but as Mob's power is slowly retreating, it sure makes the pain in Daniel's back return as well..
Which sure is a thing to suddenly be hit by after not feeling it at all for a few moments. Not to mention that the man only made it worse by actually moving up to hug Mob. The wave of pain is almost too much, though Daniel impressively manages to not make his face distort too much. It's mostly reflected in the way he suddenly frowns in pain, the way he squeezes Mob's hands a little without intending to do so.
Okay, okay, he can-- he can address all the other stuff he wanted to say in a moment, just-- ]
S-Shigeo. Can you--
[ He looks like it's even hard for him to just talk right now. ]
Can you hand me those painkillers? Please. On-- On the nightstand.
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[he quickly goes to get the bottle, the burst of worry making his hair lift a little as he hastily does as daniel asks.
then hovers uselessly but hey, the worry on his face is a little muted but very much present.] Here. Should I get someone?
[why does he keep breaking his sensei, is the thing. whoops.]
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Anything for some relief, really. Even as Daniel knows it won't kick in instantly. At least he now knows it'll come eventually as he closes the bottle again to avoid spilling the rest of the pills all across his bed. ]
It's fine. I'm-- I'll be fine.
[ He just needs a few moments. And the last thing he wants to do here is worry poor Mob further, so he tries to smile a little despite the pain making him feel like he's about to burst. ]
Sorry. Your sensei is kind of an idiot, huh.
[ Maybe he should've thought about this inevitable consequence before moving up to hug Mob.. But how could he resist when the boy seemed like he needed some reassurance so badly? Sad kids are Daniel's biggest weakness. ]
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No, you just think more about others than yourself. [blunt, just spoken like an obvious truth. still a bit of fretting as he regards daniel but okay. okay good.]
But right now you really need to think of yourself first, sensei. Please.
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Granted, it's not like this is a truth about him that Daniel doesn't technically already know, deep down. It's not even that surprising to hear that Mob has realised it too, but that's the thing about people who are a little more quiet than most, right? They also tend to be more perceptive.
Daniel exhales. ]
I will. I am. [ He's staying in bed like a good sensei! .. even if it's just because he literally can't get up without being in immense pain. Case in point: what he's suffering right now just for that momentary hug.
He manages to move his arm, at least, holding out his hand towards Mob as if he's wordlessly asking the boy to hold it. ]
But you should do the same. Or I'm going to worry the entire time about you blaming yourself too much, you know..? [ Spoilers: he's probably going to do that anyway. ] You can cut one of the bonsai in the dojo, if you'd like to meditate to try and feel a little more calm.
[ It's not like Daniel is going to be able to do it himself any time soon, after all. :( ]
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daniel's answer gets a tiny, barely there smile of gratitude, the fact he'll try at least.] It's harder than people think, isn't it? It's easier to think of other people rather than yourself sometimes.
[especially if you're just repressing and ignoring large chunks of yourself. surely daniel doesn't understand that.]
Ah, I'll try. [he does promise, earnest and a little less placid and flat than before. more normal levels, so... there's him trying.] I thought... well, that people wouldn't want to be near me. But everyone's so- so kind. I think some of them even kind of understand.
[like peter, deku, maybe even jun to some extent. bonsai cutting gets a tiny nod before he looks up from his hands again.] ... can I visit more too? While you're recovering.
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On the other hand.. well, it's not like this guy over here doesn't know the downsides of repressing stuff, huh.
Unsure of what specifically to say to that, he instead focuses on the last thing. On what he can do here, even with a broken back, and that's just-- reassuring Mob. ]
Of course. You can visit as many times as you want. Come every single day, if you'd like. [ Especially when it feels like Daniel might still be here for a while, recovering like this. Even with his squid body having prevented the worst, it's still a long road to feeling normal again. ] I'm always glad to see you, you know?