★ APR. (CATCH ALL); baby i'm spinnin’ 'round the corner. it's tasting kinda lonely

[opheliac]

Who: jinx & YOU
When: all of april
Where: all throughout trench
What: things that will happen with her during this month. some will be open & some will be private.
Warnings: jinx suffers from mental illness. such as the following - schizophrenia, hallucinations, PTSD, & separation anxiety. these may or may not happen in this log. BIO, PERMS, & OP-OUT: Here

❝You get in my way? I'ma feed you to the monster.❞

❝I'm normal during the day, but at night turn to a monster.❞

cw: explicit content lyrics
Fuck a princess, I'm a king
Bow down and kiss on my ring
Being a bitch is my kink
What the fuck else did you think?
Fuck a princess, I'm a king
Bow down and kiss on my ring
It's gonna hurt, it'll sting
Spittin' your blood in the sink

I'm crazy, but you like that, I bite back
Daisies on your nightstand, never forget it
I blossom in the moonlight, screw eyes
Glacial with the blue ice, I'm terrifying

I. TREEHOUSE VISITATION.
II. FORBIDDEN WOODS
III. PRIVATE (THE PANIC PICNIC OF FUN)
IV. PRIVATE (W. MB + WRENCH)
V. PRIVATE (W.MAKIMA)

code credit to: thisismanx

Comments

[opheliac]

Alright then! ( her heart can do summersaults right now. it's such a rare thing she can do a sale this big and so quickly. and if only she can just shove more things at makima's way because this joy is something she doesn't want to go away. in fact, when was the last time she felt this happy? jinx knows there was definitely time she was in grins and laughing wholeheartedly. but her mind is way too clouded with all sorts of negativity; all the bad that's happened to her to seek through the fog for it.

the girl casts one more look over the items the other picked out before flicking her gaze up to makima. )

So! Uh... this is the part we do a trade off. I'll take anythin' that'll give me dinner tonight. Oh, and uh, somethin' for Mob, too. I try to split whatever I make with him. He hasn't been around, but... whenever he comes back, he'll have a nice pocket of stuff waitin' for him.

[overlies]

This one, [ she taps the crystal sphere, ] is for Mob.

[ surprise, surprise!! ]

I stopped by to see if he was working again, with the doors open. [ in the meantime, she’s fishing for trade in her bag. bloodstones, especially, are counted from their leather containers and placed on the counter for jinx to check out. ] He lives with me.

[opheliac]

( ooh, bloodstones! she picks up one to inspect; flipping and twisting to get a good look around. )

Oh, okay!

( the girl says with her eyes focusing heavily on the stone before checking the next one. ) — Tell him I said, "Hi" when ya see him next. I figured he's still y'know, recovering from the blast he caused a while ago.

[overlies]

Mentally and emotionally speaking, [ makima smiles and directs her gaze, without a blink, straight into jinx's probing eyes on the traded bloodstones. ] but he's been making progress.

[ and the icing, let's not forget: ]

It was nice to see you here, Jinx. I've seen this place closed and dim day in and out. I'm glad there's more shine to it now.

[opheliac]

( it seems the bloodstones are good and legit (not that makima is the kind of gal who will give here faulty items -- just protocol), she sets them all down on the table in a neat little pile when she meets the other's gaze. there's some bewilderment in her blinks over her words, but a smile forms. it fills with gratitude but it's weak and worn out. )

Heh, thanks for the compliment. It's been, uh, rough. Just tryin' get back on the horse, y'know?

[overlies]

There's great strength in trying, all on its own.

[ she dips her head in agreement and tugs her dogs along once she has her gifts in hand. they all bound to her sides and look excited to bounce! ]

Good work.

cw: slight voices + slight paranoia

[opheliac]

( a smile dances along here face but it quickly falters when something (or rather someone) prickles at the end of her ear. her eyes narrow as she listens closely, then does a full gaze to makima -- now skeptical. )

Is... there a reason why you're being so nice to me? Are you after something?

[overlies]

[ the voices are not wrong. she is. she is in a completely inappropriate way, but fooey with human standards. they don't know a thing when it comes to what's best for them. with her hands behind her back, makima turns halfway from her way to the door. with a pleasant smile and those wide golden eyes, she speaks as if her voice were a balm to soothe an ancient wound: ]

Just a friend.

[ she's not lying, deeply, but she is weaponizing it to the point that it might as well be a lie. ]

🎀

[opheliac]

( 'just a friend.' is it really all that it is? it can't be that simple, right? just a friend. because things with jinx is never simple. not once, there's ever been going from section one to section two without some sort of catastrophe along the way.

maybe makima is like usagi but with a different dash of spice. she is someone who wishes to befriend and care for people, nothing more and nothing less. maybe she is someone who loves people just like her moonlight adores and trusts almost every person in trench -- even though jinx feels doing that is idiotic. so jinx says nothing, because what can she possibly say to one up that or question? instead, she flashes the woman a lightweight smile and... merely watches her exit out of her workshop. )