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Paul Atreides ([personal profile] terriblepurpose) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2021-12-08 04:28 pm

let me look at the sun | open

Who: Paul Atreides, open
What: Event catch-all
When: Month of December
Where: Archaic Archives, streets of Trench, the forest's edge, memories
Notes: Go ahead and contact me at [plurk.com profile] terriblepurpose or by PM if you'd like to discuss any starters or suggest new ones! For tagging in your character's memories to Paul, feel free to start with whatever your preference is.

Content Warnings: Violence, body horror (lockjoint), death, religious extremism, extensive Dune spoilers, suicidal ideation, funerals, grief
notimeforfailure: (Magic)

[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-17 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[If they had more time, Lysithea would smile fondly at this gesture. It is reminiscent of the customs she finds familiar - what the people from this world tend to view as archaic or old-fashioned. There is a certain kinship in recognizing those whose worlds could not be considered 'modern' or 'advanced,' the attitudes and gestures that made her feel out of place.

...But there is no time. The war has begun.

The sky is immediately alight with fire and lightning as enemy mages begin their incantations, mingled with death indiscriminate that rains in the form of jagged arrows. Lysithea shoots an arc of fire that incinerates any such projectiles and continues to run. Beside and behind her, other faceless soldiers of the church appear - coalescing around her until it is clear that she runs at the head of a battalion of mage soldiers.]


Wyverns above!

Assemble - Resonant Flames!

[Moving fluidly as one unit, the mages pause for a single moment to join their incantations as one - a massive spell circle erupts with a pillar of fire that sends great dragons crashing from the sky.]

We continue! Paul, are you well?
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-20 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Despite that she has lived through this before (not even just once - it replays in her mind with terrible singularity of purpose), Lysithea is far too distracted to note Paul's expression clearly. She takes his awe for shock - naturally, anyone unused to magic battles would have found that spectacle impressive. She allows a briefly reassuring smile before she is hovering them on their way once more.]

Look to the east. There. Do you see in the skies?

[Something... immense and horrible flaps high above the battlefield, its face obscured by what appears to be a great, golden mask.]

That is a Demonic Beast. I will not face any this day - but this was our first sign that something was going to go terribly wrong. For a human commander to control such creatures...

[Above them, another dragon is crashing down, and Lysithea flinches, breaking off her conversation. She realizes too late that this one is not wreathed in the flames of her gambit.]

Ah - !

[She tumbles to the side, just avoiding the wyvern rider's axe as it arcs through the air. And here, Paul will realize the one great weakness of the prodigious mage: for all that she can bend reality to her command, she has no resilience whatsoever. Even now, she struggles to her feet as the dragon swoops back around for a second blow.

It is quite clear that a single hit would kill her readily.]
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-21 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
Ah -- no need to fret. I'm fine.

[Lysithea pulls herself upright and is moving again immediately, glancing towards the skies to scan for other threats.]

Forgive me. That was careless - I... distracted myself unnecessarily and put you in danger as well.

[So the memory did not have to play out exactly the way she recalled. This wyvern knight, perhaps, would have been felled by one of her mages long before he could threaten her if she had not stopped to ogle at the Demonic Beasts. Foolish - not only to lose sight of what was important in battle, but on a personal level, she hated to lose face in front of a stranger...]

The nature of battle here is like a great... game, perhaps. Wyvern knights are notoriously susceptible to magic, but we fall like wheat before the harvest if we are threatened by physical combat.

I must be more watchful.

You have exceptional aim, I must say. Thank you, for... being at my side.

[She clears her throat and glances away. It appears she is mildly uncomfortable with expression of emotion.]

Ahead, the ballista is manned by a troop of archers. My mages and I will engage in distanced combat, but -- if you think yourself capable, perhaps you might take them by surprise as we draw their fire.

Archers are not good in physical combat, either.
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-22 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
[It's odd, really, to consider the true nature of what was happening here. This is her memory - therefore, there is a set conclusion and a set series of events that lead to that foregone conclusion. And yet, with the introduction of a new piece to the board - a player, rather than an observer - it is inevitable that the sequence deviates. The battle cannot progress identically. It would be folly as a strategist not to deploy her new piece.

And yet...

For a moment, there is a flicker of hesitation before she meets Paul's eyes and gives a sharp nod.]


Go now. We'll engage once you're concealed.

...Be careful.

[What if this is one of Deerington's games? What if... there is true danger to be had here? She cannot allow a stranger to die in her memory in a needless mission - for what? To save some... ghosts? That would be completely unacceptable. A failure beyond all failures.

But he seemed capable - and eager to serve...

She feels, somehow, she can trust him.]


Magic Corps - forward! Overwhelm them quickly!

[And Lysithea leads the charge as great pillars of light begin to crash down from the sky against the hapless archers. She hopes that Paul might perhaps cut own the soldier manning the ballista. For she remembers the moment a great crossbolt had launched straight into her battallion...]
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-23 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Burning pillars of flame, jagged arcs of electricity, and exploding orbs of light launch into the enemy. Through the salvo, Lysithea keeps a careful eye on Paul's movements even as she summons a volley of spikes to skewer the archers with practiced skill. She should not let her attention be drawn away from the battle - but she cannot help but notice that, perhaps, there is no need for her attention this time. For the swordsman is carving through the hapless soldiers in a manner so fluidly that it seems almost like a dance.

She is faintly reminded of the recalcitrant Fraldarius boy.

The casting of her mages, briefly, seems to slacken as they wonder why they are not meeting the resistance they ought to face - but upon spotting the men tumbling from the launcher of the ballista, they redouble their efforts with a cheer. The skirmish is won in record time. An eruption of black flames around the stragglers send the last remaining Empire troops scurrying away.

Lysithea smiles despite herself.]


Forward! I want five men turning that ballista around. Ignatz and his archers will be right behind us.

Paul -- you continue to impress. Obviously, you're skilled in battle, but even so, I can scarce believe that a single man can work so efficiently. Were you hurt at all?
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-24 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
Fascinating -- is it a barrier? But you are unfamiliar with magic, so it must be physical in nature. I've never seen...

[Lysithea's natural curiosity gets the better of her momentarily before she shakes her head.]

Ah - no, there will be time enough later to speak of such things. But you needn't be so impressed. Magic is part and parcel of life here in Fódlan; even the smallest babe might demonstrate innate magical aptitude. Though I admit few have studied with as much intensity as I.

[There is a trace of color on her cheeks. Lysithea is never one to downplay her own (genuinely prodigious) skills, but she has never seen such genuine wonder.]

I could show you more if you wish, later. And you can tell me about your technologies. Now...

[She half-turns and - as expected, there, approaching at the head of a small contingent of archers comes a bespectacled boy in green. They exchange a wave, the distance still too great to shout, and Lysithea gestures towards the empty ballista. But the elation of success is beginning to fade. When she faces Paul once more, there is a melancholic smile.]

You know, we thought victory was in our grasp.

Ignatz is going to take the ballista and rain artillery fire, wiping out the fliers. To the east, Hilda, Claude, Raphael, and the Professor have brought down one Demonic Beast - another will appear, but their strategy is peerless. We're exhausted, but we only see the two so we think, perhaps, we are safe.

The Death Knight will pop out right in front of us here - but I'm always ready to knock that buffoon down a peg or two.

And then it's just the enemy commander...

[And though they are spread far too sparsely across the battlefield to view these events in person, there is a flash of memory as she speaks, and Paul might glimpse a few moments of each of these events: the bespectacled boy shooting down entire swarms of dragons, four individuals surrounding a terrible, masked beast, Lysithea herself sending spikes erupting from the ground beneath the hooves of a man with a death's mask...]
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-26 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[The girl does not respond immediately, her eyes fixed steadily on an unseen point to the east.]

Lysithea!

[The voice is not Paul's - it is one of her ghosts', and Lysithea whirls to see that the bespectacled boy has crossed the distance in record time, jogging up with a hale and hearty smile.]

Amazing work as always! Just what we can expect from the prodigy of the Golden Deer.

Nngh, Ignatz! Must you do that now? [Her retort comes so automatically that she forgets where she is.] This is important, you know. And it's not like I didn't have hel --

[And she cuts off sharply mid-sentence. For a moment, she simply stares at the face of the boy who has approached -- then takes a step forward. The ghost blinks at her with a bemused expression.]

...Ignatz. You woolly-headed dolt.

[She reaches for his hand and is not surprised to find that she cannot grasp it. The boy scratches the back of his head as he slowly fades -- along with the ballista, her mage battalion, and their immediate surroundings.]

What happens? That's a good question. I'm not even entirely sure myself. But perhaps if we see it one more time, clearly...

Will you watch the end with me? Tell me what my eyes have missed. If there was a way we could have stopped this, right here, right now.

Look.

[And now, not too far away now, the standard of the Adrestian Empire flutters in the breeze. Lysithea and Paul stand a good ways back - as any mage combatant should. Scattered about are church soldiers - wyvern riders - the distinctive appearances of her schoolmates, each looking battered and bruised but ready to fight on.

A woman in red armor wielding an enormous axe stands opposite a man with iridescent teal hair.]
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-28 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
[If Lysithea takes affront to his reaction, it doesn't show. Her eyes are focused on the confrontation unfolding up ahead. Perhaps subconsciously, she shifts to be a little bit closer to the boy, her face pale as the Professor slowly draws the Sword of the Creator, a weapon that appears more like a jagged whip than anything else.

Paul receives a nod in response to his assurance.

And then it is time.]


Haaaaaaaah!

[Incredible that anyone wielding an axe that size could move so quickly. Edelgard sidesteps as the whip-sword lashes out, then buries her weapon in the ground where the Professor was standing a moment earlier. It is a choreographed dance, each combatant performing their role perfectly. Around them, the soldiers stir. Should they interfere? Should they aid the man? But there is no room to interject in this tête-à-tête, and any disturbance would cause unseen consequences...

Blow after blow is exchanged and not a single one lands.]


Lysithea... I don't like this.

[It is a young man in a golden uniform, dark hair slightly unkempt and a perpetual gleam of roguery in his eye. He frowns now.]

Look at her -- she's not fighting for the kill. 'Course, Teach isn't, either - but that's not a surprise. She's...

[And an expression of surprise comes over his face.]

Stalling.

What do you mean, stalling? We've exhausted her army. If she doesn't win here, she's done, Claude.

[The words are spoken with a vague, distant quality. Lysithea speaks because she knows these are the words that were spoken. But as they continue to watch, it is clear that the dark-haired youth's observations are correct. Both combatants are careful; neither is willing to aim for a killing blow.

And then the whip lashes through the shoulder of the red general. She staggers back.

At the same moment that a cry comes up from the surrounding soldiers, the man beside Lysithea whirls with a shout.]


Golden Deer, fall back! Fall back! Retreat to the monastery; protect the civilians!

Paul - look - look now! Do you see them? Far behind her - the beasts! They come!

[Some soldiers surge forward towards the wounded general, who immediately turns and strides off, accompanied by her remaining troops. Others hear Claude's cry and stop in their tracks, confused. Only the students, cognizant that their house leader is generally three steps ahead of the rest, heed his call and begin to retreat.

Beside the Professor, a woman dressed in holy regalia approaches, her expression grim and unyielding.]


This is when it all goes wrong. I must see -- but I was running -- I was too far... Watch them, please!

[It is like the scene is stretching out before them. The Professor and the Archbishop grow ever further despite that Lysithea and Paul are standing still.]
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2021-12-30 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Could it be possible? Is it even remotely within the bounds of this phantasm to glimpse what she had missed, the moments that had haunted her for years afterwards? Paul strains - she sees it, feels it in a strange tension that arises in her being as she, too, reaches out a hand towards the rapidly disappearing Professor and pulls them forward.]

Hold -- !

[And now comes the scene she only remembers in flickers of chaos and half-obstructed views. A blinding flash of white light - the appearance of an immense, awe-inspiring white dragon rising into the sky, dwarfing the wyverns by a hundred-fold - a beam of fire so intense that it incinerates half the approaching human army...]

The Professor - watch the Professor!

[The Archbishop has vanished. The Professor is waving the soldiers of the church back towards the monastery - but soon enough, he whirls and runs back, straight towards the enemy, straight towards where the great dragon now grapples with a half-dozen fell beasts.

This is the moment that Archbishop Rhea and the Professor disappear, lost for five long years... And just as before, she is watching helplessly from a great distance, unable to intervene. But at the very least... if she can just see what happened to him -- !

Perhaps they achieve the impossible. Perhaps it is simply that she saw this, out of the corner of her eye, without truly seeing it as she fled. Whatever the case, when she loses sight of the Professor this time... though a tense thirty seconds passes, she is able to glimpse him once more, standing at the feet of the dragon. And beyond them, more figures, so distant that she can't make out any distinguishing features whatsoever... with the sole exception of the glimmering, corrupt purple light shining from their hands.]


The mages...

[There is a far removed flash of purple.

And then the Professor is gone.

A second flash and the memory snaps to black in the blink of an eye, and Paul and Lysithea are standing under some festively decorated antlers.]
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2022-01-02 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Yes.

[She has the stunned expression of an animal who has just unwittingly wandered into floodlights. After a moment of disorientation, she shakes her head.]

And you?

[This reality seems less substantive than the one they had just left. The sensation of the battlefield - the guttural cries of soldiers, the iron scent of copper and metal, the coursing adrenaline. In comparison, the reflective winter atmosphere of Trench seems bloodless and impassive, a shadow of a world. Which was the memory and which was the truth...?

Lysithea smooths out her clothing, an action meant more to calm her pounding heart than anything else.]


I must apologize for dragging you into such a conflict. Of course, it couldn't have been a memory of St. Cethleann's feast day with my parents...

I, ah.

Would you like to come in?

[The particular set of Winter Mourning that had brought her to the memory of the battlefield had, of course, been the one she had affixed above the door of her bakery.]
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2022-01-02 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Lysithea fumbles around in her pockets. Her movements are normally crisp and precisely, as Paul had observed on the battlefield. Now, as she unlocks the door, it is clear that her pale, white hand shakes as she fits the key. Ever prideful, she adjusts her body such that her unsteadiness is not so apparent.

Eventually, the lock gives way.]


Please.

[...A truly different world. Her bakery is not large, but the shelves are piled high with colorful sweet buns, confections, and pastries of all sorts. Conscious of the incongruity, Lysithea turns with an almost apologetic smile.]

I... gave up on the warfare, as you can see. This suits me equally well.

But this is the strangest way I've ever met someone. I almost feel as if I ought to reintroduce myself. No one here, you see, knew me first like that. A soldier of war. It is almost...

[She struggles to think of the right word. Not 'intrusive,' not 'shameful.' Simply...]

Exposing.

But in a way, I am glad. I am not that same person, but I would not forget where I came from, either.
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[personal profile] notimeforfailure 2022-01-03 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you.

[She smiles, perhaps for the first time without a trace of anxiety or melancholy marring the expression. One gets the sense she does not smile often.]

If I had nothing else to do with my life, this was always my secret dream...

[One also gets the sense that she had never imagined being in a situation where she had nothing else to do with her life.]

Well. Feel free to sample whatever you'd like. It's the least I can do to thank you - and to apologize for subjecting you to all that.

[...She slowly removes her winter clothing and begins to busy herself at the counter, tidying up odds and ends so as to have something to do with her hands.]

Did you... end up seeing him?

At the end.

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