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Sun rises, night falls, sometimes the sky calls...
Who: Ariadne and various (hit me up if you want a starter!)
What: Ariadne keeping busy and being bad at processing her feelings
When: Throughout January
Where: Various, but mostly Serenity Garden
Content Warnings: Backstory trauma likely to come up, discussion of Jedi/Sith violence, will update as needed.
What: Ariadne keeping busy and being bad at processing her feelings
When: Throughout January
Where: Various, but mostly Serenity Garden
Content Warnings: Backstory trauma likely to come up, discussion of Jedi/Sith violence, will update as needed.
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Were you an entirely different person without your soul? She honestly didn't know. It was probably a question better suited to educated scholars. He certainly had seemed different at the end.
The end.
Ariadne was still kind of hurting from that. If only because Vira-Lorr's vision had left her feeling like...like there was some kind of future with Sam...
Oh well. It was silly to think about.
"Three Dean Winchesters, I think," she added.
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Another question to leave to those who were much smarter and wiser.
But she did make a point to scold Dean next time she saw him, if he was being mean to Raleigh.
"I want to believe there's some kind of...I don't know. Pattern. Pattern to the people it chooses. But I haven't figured anything out yet."
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But he gives her thought some room to ferbulate in his own head.
There's a pattern here, alright, Yancy says from behind him. This time Raleigh can't stop himself from glancing. Are you going to be useful or not, man?
Yancy looks up from the mobile and raises an eyebrow before pointing to and tapping his temple.
Right.
Asshole.
"There's a pattern," Raleigh murmurs before looking back at Ariadne.
"Most of the people here have... incredible stories. Hero stories. That's something I've noticed."
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She mulled it over a moment, stealing a covert glance behind Raleigh, trying to determine what had caught his attention. Maybe just the light reflecting off of one of her mobiles. They could be startling, for a moment.
"I don't know," she said. "I'm not sure I would ever qualify as a hero, anywhere. Not like you."
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"I'm just some idiot they put in a war machine. Maybe it's about potential. Not all heroes are made in war."
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"I like that," she said. "I like that a lot."
Maybe she would have a chance to be...a hero.
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He smiles at her response and sips his tea, relaxing back into his chair with a soft sigh.
"If we're splitting hairs, I think you're already a hero. Your orchard and the work you're doing here is important."
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Instinctively, she ran her hand over the length of her braid, as if she was going to protect it from...well. Something.
She knew it was foolish. Obviously, it was some kind of idiom and Raleigh wasn't actually suggesting any harm come to her hair, but she couldn't help it. It was a primal fear. An instinct. Something that had been branded on her soul from a very, very, painfully early age.
She still remembered finding Lief...
Swallowing hard, Ariadne forced herself to get go of her hair. "Thank you. That's kid of you to say."
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"It's just a saying. My sister was attached to her hair, too."
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Poor Dean. He'd had to explain more idioms to her than anyone.
It was a wonder he still had the patience.
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"Don't worry about it. I know the feeling, actually. I have five and I'm always confusing myself."
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And she knew thirty five spoken languages. Plus Elfish Hand Talk, which brought her total up to thirty five.
She decided not to say anything though. She didn't want to sound like she was bragging. Or like she was trying to wound his pride. Even if Raleigh didn't seem like a snarly male...better to be safe.
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"That sounds fun. We could have been colleagues. You spoke.. Valerian there?"
He's obviously never heard of it, but that makes it even more interesting.
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In truth, Ariadne was reasonably sure that Amanda was more fluent in some of the other tongues than she let on. Mostly because she took advantage of being underestimated. A skill she'd passed on to Ariadne as well.
She hesitated just a moment. But she really liked Raleigh and so many people in Trench had proven themselves worthy of trust.
"I actually grew up speaking Alastrian. Which is the language of my people. Not much use for it in court, but it made for a great coded language."
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Or, more likely, immediately fruitful from the way Raleigh perks. A secret language, huh.
"Would you teach me some? How does the grammar work?"
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Ariadne tilted her head, her eyebrows jumping a little. "No one's ever asked me that before." She shrugged a little. "Back home, Alastrians aren't exactly well-liked, though. So I guess no one would ever want to learn such a language."
Such a dirty language.
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Genuinely confused.
"If you're anything to go by then Alastrians are great. Why wouldn't they be liked?"
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It wasn't that she was trying to be delicate. Ariadne was always delicate.
It was more that...she really didn't understand why people had such prejudice against Alastrians. She'd never understood. She just knew...that it was.
Except here. Here, things were different. Better.
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He also has no problem being delicate in the matter. Raleigh Becket has gotten into his fair share of fights for the opportunity to punch a racist fuck in the face.
"I'm sorry you've experienced that. Prejudice is a horrible thing. My world has it too.. we say we're getting better but the only people saying that are the people with all the money and power. So. It's bullshit if you ask me."
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In the back of her mind, she was pretty sure that was an idiom she'd heard Dean use before, but she couldn't place it at the moment.
The meaning seemed...reasonably clear.
She shrugged. "I'm luckier than most of my kind. No one knows I'm Alastrian, unless I choose to let them see."
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And he should leave it there because Raleigh knows he is in a place of extreme privilege. But he's also a curious beast with a fat mouth.
"Is it like.. a secret handshake or something?"
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But the truth was looming in front of her.
No one in Deerington cared. No one in Trench seemed to either.
What was the point in lying?
"No," she said, shaking her head. "It's just that..." She made a vague gesture up and down the front of her body, "...this isn't what I really look like."
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He would understand if she did, though.
"Oh, I see."
That's interesting, and of course he burns with a million questions. What does that mean, what do you look like, how do you do it, can you teach me? But... it can be rude to ask about this kind of thing, especially when she's already said she's experienced racism. It's Ariadne's choice to share, and not Raleigh's place to ask. So here's the question - how do you answer that without looking like an entitled dick?
"Well..." carefully. Considered.
"I'm sure it's as nice as you look now."
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Not at him. Ariadne didn't laugh at people.
It was just a soft, bell-like sound.
"I don't know about that," she said. "I suppose it depends on how much you like the color green." A lame attempt at a joke. But it was fine. It was going to be fine. "I'll show you," she continued, feeling bold, "but only if you promise not to freak out, okay?"
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