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Birthday Party
Who: Paul Atreides and all his CR
What: Throwing everyone’s favorite Duke a surprise birthday party
When: Forwarded dated to April 1st
Where: Bone House in Gaze
Content Warnings: Drinking, underage drinking, drugs (both fictional and not), drawings of space worms, skeletons, will add further warnings if necessary
When you arrive at the house in Gaze, (affectionately known as Bone House), a skeleton will open the door and offer to take your coat if you have one. No need to take your shoes off or anything!
The large house has been decorated with black streamers and confetti. In the entryway and hung on the railing to the second floor that overlooks the entrance to the great room are large banners that say “HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL” (though one looks like it used to say “Jaune” but was just painted over? Whatever).
In the Living Room, there is a large board and various colored markers for people to write messages to the birthday boy. There is also a table full of bottled water and various couches, chairs, and beanbags to collapse into if the party gets to be too much and one needs a quiet place to rest or a place to chill if you’ve imbibed too much… well, whatever you had.
It is also where all the food and drinks are.
There’s an extremely large charcuterie board with the usual meats, cheeses, and olives as well as an extremely eccentric collection of snacks ranging from individual sized Cheez-it bags, to humungous bags of Doritos and salty chips, as well as nearly every kind of Oreo one can imagine.
There are also various cakes, all angel food. Some are misshapen, some have an attempt at being frosted with whipped cream and fruit, one even says “Happy Birthday Ka-” before that was hastily covered with a bunch of strawberries jammed really close together.
At the island, a skeleton is playing bartender. Surprisingly, it can seem to take and understand individual orders, but there’s always a constant flow of tequila shots being made and sent out to the great hall to be served by another skeleton.
And, no, of course it’s not going to check your age to see if you’re legal. It’s a skeleton. Why would it care?
The Great Hall is the center of activity and where everyone is encouraged to mingle and have fun. There is a skeleton on the grand piano in the corner gleefully playing piano covers of the hits from the Shrek Soundtrack with the occasional cover of “DaRude’s Sandstorm” when it has another one to help out.
In another corner, on huge piece of paper that spans nearly 6ft wide and 8ft tall is drawing of an Arrakis sandworm and it’s giant maw. The game is Pin the Tooth on the Sandworm and it’s… very easy… because the worm maw is most of the board. Even if the skeleton spins you as you’re blindfolded, it’s pretty hard to lose. If you manage to do it, which is likely, the skeleton running the game will award you a tequila shot! If you lose, the skeletons will award you a tequila shot (but it’s rail).
(It’s a drinking game, isn’t the point to drink?)
There’s also a table that has many candelabras on it, numbering up to seventeen. They’re still lit and burning even though there is a sign that says “make a wish!” even though it almost looks like a shrine for the dead.
…It’s maybe clear that the concept of “birthday candles” was greatly misunderstood.
There is also a skeleton dealing out small doses of “Spice”, a psychoactive drug straight outta the Duneverse. However, you must check in with this Skeleton to get a dose. There will be no “permanently melting your brain with ancestral memories” at this party!
Teacher’s/God’s/Jod’s/The Emperor Undying’s study, adjacent to the main hall, is closed and locked. Though, the lock is fairly easy to break if someone really wanted to get in. There’s not even skeletons guarding.
That said, many things are warded with eerie runes of blood and bone.
So, fuck around and find out.
The upstairs is generally off limits. Party goers can climb up the stairs, and it’s encouraged if they want to look over the Great Room from above, but all of the bedrooms are carefully guarded by more skeletons who will SCREAM VERY LOUDLY if you try to enter and will become hostile if done by force.
Of course, this won’t happen if you are with someone who lives in the house.
Enjoy the party! Mingle away!
((ooc: if you have any questions or anything, please hit me up at
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Birthday Board | At the Party | The Morning After | IC Party Games | Spice Dealer
What: Throwing everyone’s favorite Duke a surprise birthday party
When: Forwarded dated to April 1st
Where: Bone House in Gaze
Content Warnings: Drinking, underage drinking, drugs (both fictional and not), drawings of space worms, skeletons, will add further warnings if necessary
When you arrive at the house in Gaze, (affectionately known as Bone House), a skeleton will open the door and offer to take your coat if you have one. No need to take your shoes off or anything!
The large house has been decorated with black streamers and confetti. In the entryway and hung on the railing to the second floor that overlooks the entrance to the great room are large banners that say “HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL” (though one looks like it used to say “Jaune” but was just painted over? Whatever).
In the Living Room, there is a large board and various colored markers for people to write messages to the birthday boy. There is also a table full of bottled water and various couches, chairs, and beanbags to collapse into if the party gets to be too much and one needs a quiet place to rest or a place to chill if you’ve imbibed too much… well, whatever you had.
It is also where all the food and drinks are.
There’s an extremely large charcuterie board with the usual meats, cheeses, and olives as well as an extremely eccentric collection of snacks ranging from individual sized Cheez-it bags, to humungous bags of Doritos and salty chips, as well as nearly every kind of Oreo one can imagine.
There are also various cakes, all angel food. Some are misshapen, some have an attempt at being frosted with whipped cream and fruit, one even says “Happy Birthday Ka-” before that was hastily covered with a bunch of strawberries jammed really close together.
At the island, a skeleton is playing bartender. Surprisingly, it can seem to take and understand individual orders, but there’s always a constant flow of tequila shots being made and sent out to the great hall to be served by another skeleton.
And, no, of course it’s not going to check your age to see if you’re legal. It’s a skeleton. Why would it care?
The Great Hall is the center of activity and where everyone is encouraged to mingle and have fun. There is a skeleton on the grand piano in the corner gleefully playing piano covers of the hits from the Shrek Soundtrack with the occasional cover of “DaRude’s Sandstorm” when it has another one to help out.
In another corner, on huge piece of paper that spans nearly 6ft wide and 8ft tall is drawing of an Arrakis sandworm and it’s giant maw. The game is Pin the Tooth on the Sandworm and it’s… very easy… because the worm maw is most of the board. Even if the skeleton spins you as you’re blindfolded, it’s pretty hard to lose. If you manage to do it, which is likely, the skeleton running the game will award you a tequila shot! If you lose, the skeletons will award you a tequila shot (but it’s rail).
(It’s a drinking game, isn’t the point to drink?)
There’s also a table that has many candelabras on it, numbering up to seventeen. They’re still lit and burning even though there is a sign that says “make a wish!” even though it almost looks like a shrine for the dead.
…It’s maybe clear that the concept of “birthday candles” was greatly misunderstood.
There is also a skeleton dealing out small doses of “Spice”, a psychoactive drug straight outta the Duneverse. However, you must check in with this Skeleton to get a dose. There will be no “permanently melting your brain with ancestral memories” at this party!
Teacher’s/God’s/Jod’s/The Emperor Undying’s study, adjacent to the main hall, is closed and locked. Though, the lock is fairly easy to break if someone really wanted to get in. There’s not even skeletons guarding.
That said, many things are warded with eerie runes of blood and bone.
So, fuck around and find out.
The upstairs is generally off limits. Party goers can climb up the stairs, and it’s encouraged if they want to look over the Great Room from above, but all of the bedrooms are carefully guarded by more skeletons who will SCREAM VERY LOUDLY if you try to enter and will become hostile if done by force.
Of course, this won’t happen if you are with someone who lives in the house.
Enjoy the party! Mingle away!
((ooc: if you have any questions or anything, please hit me up at
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These past months left little time for things like sitting like this, close and comfortable. His nerves thrill again as Kaworu moves without thinking. Midoriya resigns himself to this pleasant electricity. Belatedly he rearranges himself back into Paul's stupid, attractive pose.
"A team-up?" he asks mildly, using the jargon of Heroes as he watches Kaworu begin to draw. For the first time, he doubts his friends--or rather, he trusts them. He trusts them to be up to something. "Don't know if I should be excited or nervous." Even if it's just all the talk about fooling one of their number already, it's funny.
He'd leave it at that, but he's floating on clouds. He gives Kaworu's knee a gentle poke and Paul a similarly soft punt with his foot. (His red sneakers are... somewhere. Oh yes, just over there. They're comfortable, but socks are more so.)
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"Excited," Paul says, nodding with utmost gravity, an appraiser approving a piece for inclusion in a grand hall's portraiture, "You remember when I was a girl, don't you?" As if Deku would forget. "I've felt like that wasn't fair for a while now."
Fair, the language of friends at play. Paul isn't trying to right an injustice or settle a debt, and the only thing he wants to prove is that - given time - he can learn to make better jokes. He can be the kind of friend that other people would like him to be, the kind of friend he finds himself wanting to be.
"Why should I be the only one who gets to know how good looking I am as a woman? So - " Paul turns the notebook with a flourish, presenting the collaborative work produced by the team up of two intoxicated clownfish teenagers "- behold - your other self."
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Oh, wait he's getting off-topic and his face suddenly feels hot. He retreats back to resting against Paul's chest but raises his hands and does a jazz hands around the notebook presented in a gesture clearly meant to be "ta-da!" to someone who doesn't know the phrase.
"Surprise! Look at you Izuku-kun." It's such a nice drawing. "I added these because Paul forgot them." He points with flourish to the chest.
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"Hm?" He doesn't know why he's bringing Pauline up, but Paul's shown he's dwelled on that before. Paul thought he, as Pauline, had some uncool moments, apparently. Paul hasn't told Kaworu--it's not significant, or perhaps too much so--until now, and Midoriya puts a pin in that.
Midoriya was the one who got pranked. He still isn't entirely sure why Pauline, too, turned pink. He was a little--preoccupied--himself at the time. He was busy not thinking of himself through someone else's eyes, because he doesn't think of himself, as a habit. If he did that, it would be--weird. If he did that, he wouldn't be, tragically, himself.
So he very much does not think of himself when Kaworu's pale skin shows its heat, and a similar flush threatens to overtake Midoriya's freckles.
He's in the middle of innocently reaching for the notebook. His eyes widen, blink, widen again. His mouth falls open.
"HUH??" They got him.
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"You don't like it?" He asks, leaning over to peer at the drawing with narrowed eyes, looking for whatever hideous mistake has evoked this. There must be something wrong with his perspective, because it still seems flattering. Perhaps he didn't make it enough so. Fleetingly, he ponders if making certain aspects larger would have helped.
"I tried not to make her too different from you-" And that is, of course, when he hits on the answer that should have been obvious all along. He looks up from the drawing with concern, his eyebrows pulling together.
"Do you not think you're good-looking, Midoriya-kun? You are. Kaworu is right."
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Kaworu says, like he still might, and reaches out to affectionately pat Paul’s hand. It’s not his drawing. At least, that’s what Kaworu thinks. And thankfully, Paul makes the connection about Midoriya, something that Kaworu could have never considered. Midoriya is cute. It’s as simple as that.
“I could put eyeliner on you if you want.”
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He lets slip a snatch of laughter, because this is all so silly, and objectively, the joke was good. He expected them to laugh, especially Paul. Why is Paul so serious about it now, so earnest?
He snatches the notebook to him (quickly but gently, in the careful way he handles other people's possessions). He observes, more properly now, the care with which she was drawn. He's not used to thinking of himself as being looked at like that. It's vastly more important than any other artist's rendition, because of the person who drew it (and the one who added to it). His fingers curl gently around its edges.
Himself, through someone else's eyes.
Looking up at them again deepens the pink in his face, but he doesn't look away. He feels too much sincerity and fondness to cheapen it. The imploding bloom in his chest almost hurts. He doesn't know what it is, exactly, or what to do with it.
"Thank you."
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If he was good-looking in surprise, he's luminous in his happiness. Paul has noticed that happens to people, thinks about it as he rests his emptied hand on Kaworu's chest.
"You're welcome," Paul says, softly sincere, because a thank you like that deserves an answer as heartfelt, "You should keep the notebook. You might like the other drawings. They're of things I saw out in the woods."
He says it, and contemplates the chances Midoriya will try to offer it back. He decides to employ a proactive strategy of distraction.
"All kinds of people would be willing to duel for both of your honors."
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His eyes drift from Midoriya's face up to the ceiling again, as if staring at the empty space will index his thoughts and give him the answers he desires. There's nothing but a pleasant chorus of voices and twisting dancing light as his body seems to drift somewhere between here and there.
Then Paul says something and Kaworu is suddenly aware of the weight of the other boy's hand on his chest. Red eyes glance upwards. Honor... it's something humans talk about. Especially in Japan. Something that harkens back to Samurai and old eras. It's about families and structures and things like that. Distant things.'
He moves to pull his knees to his chest but realizes that the gesture would shift Midoriya so instead he simply knots his fingers and watches how they seem to blend together.
"I don't know what that means."
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Paul's words do still make him blush, his fuchsia cheeks already blooming at capacity, but he is distracted by something else too. He's turning the pages of plants Paul found and thought captivating enough to study by hand. (Midoriya, too, was something Paul and Kaworu found in the woods, but they were unable to capture him then.)
Sensing an unrealized shift in the person whose legs are jumbled with his, he answers Kaworu's unspoken question,
"I guess it's what makes you hold your head up high? Dignity you give yourself and others? It can mean different things to different people. What Paul-kun means is that he thinks we are good-looking enough to have people fight about us." If he ever entertained a hope that his flush would subside, it is lost now, but it won't stop him from giving back even just a tenth of what was given to him:
"He is too, both as a boy and a girl." Important information.
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But it's not quite meant that way, although he doesn't think it's meant another. It has the same quality as Midoriya's comments about his form during sparring, which opens up an avenue of thought Paul steers himself away from immediately. Midoriya's heart is in his own open palm more often than not, and there's nothing to be read into that.
"He's right," Paul joins Midoriya in explaining, anchoring Kaworu down with the hand on his chest, sensitive to the minute twitch that often signals Kaworu's withdrawals, "He's also right about honor. But I wouldn't let anyone fight over you like that. It's presumptuous."
Naturally, it's not presumptuous of Paul to decide that certain duels involving his friends are off-limits.
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Red eyes look between the other two, trying to scrape further any further understanding he can find from their eyes, their expression, anything he can get. Kaworu never thought much about what he looks like. For most of his life, he's felt caged by this form that humans created for him. And all he's known is that he's not put together right, made up of bits and parts that don't go together. At best, he's known that humans to find him eerie and disconcerting, which was probably helpful for viewing him as a creature and not a child.
It's strange to suddenly realizes that he quite cares if Paul and Midoriya find him attractive and that he would feel ashamed if he saw them that way and yet he wasn't much to them at all. It is, he vaguely understands, not an uncommon human dilemma.
Paul's hand suddenly pushes harder on his chest and there's a brief moment where he trembles, as if he considers running away, before he collapses back against the other boy, hand coming up to hold and confirm the steadying force. Midoriya is there too and the place where they meet is warm. He doesn't want to leave or to break this.
"It might not be so bad." Kaworu says, a little quietly. "If someone were to fight over you, it must mean you matter to them."
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"Yes," he answers him immediately. Whether or not he is attracted to someone, he gives compliments just for their own sake, without thought. Midoriya can't flirt on purpose to save his life. The boy who doesn't think of himself or his wants has, of course, never entertained wanting someone for himself.
He cannot identify the implosion in his chest, which resembles the strong feelings he has for his close friends anyway. Even if he did, would he burden someone with such a thing? It's not selfishness in his eyes when other people do it, but someone so extremely selfless can only spend his waking hours thinking of how he can help others. He only knows how to be a good friend.
"Sometimes people fight about their idea of a person, without considering them. But yes, maybe not in a duel, but... I think fighting for someone when they're in need of help is the coolest thing. An honorable thing. So, that time, when you said you wouldn't let anyone hurt me, I was so grateful," he ends softly. He rests the notebook and an arm over Kaworu's legs. He's not going anywhere.
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"You are handsome." Paul brings the hand not on Kaworu's sternum to his jaw, skimming his fingers along it to tilt his head at an angle similar to the one Midoriya held for him, although altered for the horizontal position. "And we'd both fight for you any day."
He states these facts as facts, with authority that belies his dishevelled state and the casual arrangement of the three of them on this couch.
(He did fight for Kaworu, once; it's better that he doesn't remember.)
"You matter to us." He taps Kaworu once, on the graceful corner of his jawline.
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A deep flush rises from his collar bones and up his neck to his face even though he's happy. It's nice to be the object of affection and praise. The tap on his jaw is soft, yet it feels like it sends tremors through his entire body and he has to repress a shiver.
"You... matter to me. You both matter to me. I'll... protect you. And fight for you."
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He puts his anger into something he can do. Midoriya firmly believes in choosing a kinder life for oneself, and to encourage a kinder world than the one that hurt the people he knows. Even this one can be kind, if only for its lack of the old dangers.
Seeing Kaworu so--affected, Midoriya feels an odd urge to keep him from flying away. Spice makes him forget he's already got Kaworu's legs anchored. He, too, anchors himself by leaning on his side against the back of the couch, at the risk of making half his curls stand on end later. Belatedly, he's realized he doesn't have to sit up for a portrait anymore.
His brow knits a little with concern, even as he admires the impressive saturation of Kaworu's entire face and neck contrasted against the delicate touch of Paul's fingers.
"I know." He knows Kaworu didn't say it idly. Midoriya has said similar things himself with absolute sincerity, so he knows what it looks like. "Just remember to look out for yourself, okay? You can't protect anyone if you don't protect yourself. That's a difficult lesson to learn the hard way." He rubs his right arm where, under his shirt, the largest scars are. He smiles. "Wouldn't want you to smudge your eyeliner either. You did it so well."
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"We'll all protect each other," he agrees, and lifts his hand so he may reach over to clasp Midoriya's shoulder, this time obeying his impulse to close the circle between them. "And look out for ourselves, or we'll answer to each other."
He knows that's an unrealistic expectation, given what this place is, and who they all are, but he can believe it while they're here like this. He can believe they'll try, which counts for something, as they're teaching him.
"No smudged eyeliner." That one, on the other hand, he knows perfectly well won't happen - although, when he thinks about it, who's to say what angels are capable of with cosmetics?
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Like Paul, he knows it's an unrealistic expectation that they can protect each other. But he likes to think if they stay close like this, perhaps it's something that's possible.
Then at the possibility of some fun, his third eye opens and he abruptly pops up from prone to sit in Paul's lap and give Midoriya a look.
"Izuku-kun isn't wearing eyeliner."
Out of seemingly? Nowhere? (Thanks Darkblood powers) there's a little pen in his hand that he spins through thin, pale fingers.
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He blinks. Kaworu produces something in his hand--rather like how Midoriya sometimes pulls his notebook from nowhere, as if dictated by some unseen hand of genre. Kaworu did offer to put eyeliner on him some minutes ago. Midoriya would protest, be hesitant to attempt pulling it off, except he already knows what he'd look like. The drawing told him. He has no reason to refuse.
He sets the notebook down on the couch and scoots closer so Kaworu won't have to reach, curling his legs under his. They bump against Paul's. Midoriya settles languidly again, tilting his face slightly up as his neck finds the curve of the back of the couch.
"Do I close my eyes, or...?"
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"It's usually easier that way. Close them like you're asleep, not like you're squeezing them shut." Paul is only a little bit teasing in his instruction, his bare wrist pliant and relaxed under Midoriya's thumb. He's rarely had this done for him, but he has seen it done many times, though never by someone sitting on his lap to someone he just finished sketching.
He idly wonders how close he came in his drawing. He's curious to find out, and while he waits, he starts counting the visible freckles he can see again. He's still not sure he got the number right the first time.
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"That's right, just shut them gently." There's a gentle thumb across Midoriya's eyelids, bringing them down in to a gentle closed position. Then he cups Midoriya's round, freckled face by his cheek and tilts his head back. Then he leans forward, tongue between his teeth, and gently paints dark thin lines across Midoriya's eyelid, ending in a sharp wing at the outer corner.
How is he so good at this? Unexplained. Pure gay angel power.
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A lot of nerves are concentrated in the face. Each one of them tingles under Kaworu's hands. Midoriya's lips part slightly in surprise. He should have thought spice-senses would make it feel like this. His quiet breathing sounds like an entire ocean to him as he tries to stay very still. He resists a strong urge to scrunch his eyelids as something traces their delicate skin.
Kaworu proved he was good when he improvised on paper, so he trusts him. It's not quite the same on skin, but a steady hand helps. When it seems he's done, Midoriya opens his eyes and blinks experimentally. He used to express wide and round with his eyes, as he does briefly now, but nowadays they often suggest a steady, gently almond-shaped point. The liner accentuates this.
He hardly feels different of course. He might forget it's there, smudge it, and belatedly remember to wash it off. Lacking a mirror for a second opinion, he looks at Paul instead.
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It's not just that. Paul didn't draw Kaworu leaning over him, casting gentle and rippling shade, his hands moving delicately and surely in their work. Like the eyeliner, it evokes more of both of them, Midoriya's cool dark greens complimenting Kaworu's starker pales and more vivid reds.
He forgets he's looking at his friends. He forgets his social graces. He is openly and unabashedly mesmerized, his pupils dilated with avid appreciation.
"You look good," he says, simply.
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Yes. It's very good.
He drops back down into Paul's lap, looking quite pleased with himself. "Which is what Paul meant to say."
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Attracted to the warmth of the spot, and because Midoriya knows it's close, his fingers curl and find Paul's pulse. It's something to hold onto while his own can't decide what it wants to do.
Paul's drawing failed to capture rosy flushes like the one creeping across his nose and freckles under the scintillating touch of pale fingers. Midoriya looks at Kaworu, but his eyes--the color of luck, passion, and human blood--travel down. This affords Midoriya a similar steady view, unbroken by being known, of lashes and dark strokes lining pale, sharp angles.
It's a relief when Kaworu sits back, now a little less close than inexorably so. It's also a relief to shyly smile away people staring at him. He'd have squirmed under such scrutiny, except he realizes he'd be a hypocrite, so he lets the camaraderie of being embarrassing condense around them in a spice cloud.
"Nagisa-kun's hard work--I wouldn't know, I can't see... Oh, wait--" It hadn't occurred to him at first, having spent so many years with no reason to use it, no friends to send things to. He fumbles for his Omni and its front camera. It's a poor, flattened facsimile of what his eyes can see, but he grins down at himself anyway. (Still, he likes looking at the other two better, and it reminds him of what people usually do with front cameras.)
"Here. Get in." He sticks out his arm and scrunches into the back of the couch and his friends, trying to fit them all into frame. He's poor at this.
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