deercountry | Moderation isn't in my vocabulary

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Moderation isn't in my vocabulary

Who: Kokichi Oma + OPEN! Closed starters available by request.
What: Catch-all log for April! Includes TDM and Event prompts.
When: Throughout the month of April
Where: Depends on prompt

Content Warnings: All warnings for the TDM prompt will apply. Specific instances will be warned for depending on prompt, but there will be a big focus on disassociative/unreality-based themes.

Wild card prompts are available by request via plotting on Discord, messaging at

osomatsuniisan, or PM. ♥

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[I'm worried about you, Kokichi... wait. What was that honorific? Chan? San? It wasn't Kun.

Did he call him Kokichi-chan...?

That doesn't help at all! Is he saying he's cute?! And he's blushing too! This is...a situation Kokichi is wholly unprepared to deal with.]

You know, for a guy who insists he's not a hero, you sure do worry about me and turn up when I need it most, huh?

[And even his tone's gotten more shy.

Cool. Maybe his shadow will die from this interaction alone.]

....I don't mind. What were you intending to do to combat this, just...stand here and hold hands?

There's not really anything we're running from this time, so...there's not an excuse for much else. Unless you just wanted to hold me because you're worried...I'd say the reverse would work fine, too, but I'm the one in danger again. Neeheehee~

[Remember that whole 'might actually be in danger' thing?

Yeah, Kokichi doesn't, either. ~~He's dumb sometimes.~~]

[ Kaneki has no idea what is crossing Kokichi's mind at this moment and he is just worried the other will be killed by that shadow thing following him.

He simply shakes his head ] Doesn't that mean it's just luck? regardless, I'm glad I found you.

[ kaneki gently tugs kokichi's hand so he will follow along. It's best to try and find some quiet place to sit down and... well, stay together until the Tether goes? ] Clearly there is something wrong and that thing will hurt you.

So we have to try something, no? [ he trusts the stories because it seems to be true, otherwise the journals would haven't been left for others to read ]

Maybe. Or maybe it's destiny! [Kokichi chirps, and...he shrugs softly.]

Regardless, yes. You found me. And you'll keep me safe. [He gladly follows Kaneki along, continuing to hold his hand.]

I'm fine to try anything. I think it'll be fine, whatever you're okay with, Kaneki-chan.

[They are on such different wavelengths right now. It's astounding.]

[ fine to try anything he says... Although Kaneki is focusing on what he read about the Tethers and focusing on trying to save the other boy right now and that's all it matters. He doesn't have any other ways of doing it but what he read, so...

Well. At least Kokichi doesn't seem to mind.

He glanced back at the other, and then at the Tether] Are you feeling alright, Kokichi - San?

Oh, I'd say I'm getting better. I'm not there all the way yet, though, so. I'm still in danger. Neeheehee.

[His silvery glint is slowly fading.]

What happened to Kokichi-chan...? San is so formal, you know, you know. I didn't mind that, when you accidentally said...something like that...or did you not say that?

Either way I don't mind...

[He's getting too comfortable in it.]

Ka-ne-ki-chan~

[ and Kaneki furiously blushes all the way up to his ears, staring at Kokichi.

He would have pulled the hand away - and perhaps bury a hole and hide in it - if he didn't remember he had to keep doing this to keep the other safe]

T-that! That was!! [ dear lord]

I-it's weird to call you that since you are older, no? [ Kaneki is used to be called "chan" and "chi" and "kun" but he tried to be respectful, always]

[Oh wow. Kokichi's so close to getting cuteness aggression. Kaneki you can't do this to him. He resists the urge down to a gentle squeeze of their held hands.

God he cannot help grinning from ear to ear.]

I'm just 19, almost 20...is it weird? I just thought it was cute~

I like being cute. So I'm happy.

[And he says that so simply.]

Kaneki-chan is also being very cute right now. Huaa....always so worried about being proper. We're equals, I think.

[ he is being teased, isn't he? Kaneki is sure of it, and that's why his blush won't go away, although he squeezes Kokichi's hand back, shyly.]

... Kokichi-chan... Then. [ there you go, he used the honorific. Even though Kokichi is 2 years older than Kaneki]

Though it's fine not to use honorific with me. [ just being called Kaneki is alright. Everyone here does]

[Brrrrbth. There goes his heart. Immediately, Kokichi starts giggling.]

You don't have to if it makes you feel weird, but...neeheeheehee. It was so cute. Even if I'm like a senpai...whatever makes you feel comfortable. You can call me anything and I won't complain. Because I know it'll always be nice.

[And, he hums.]

Ahhh, really? Okay then. Just Kaneki it is then. [He just has the habit of sticking the '-chan' honorific onto anyone and everyone. It's a habit borne from years of trying to be cute.]

It's not weird just... a bit embarrassing? [ kind of? It's hard to explain. But kaneki shakes his head ] I will call you that since you like it more. [ clearly he does, otherwise he wouldn't bring it up, right?

But Kaneki smiles a little and nods ] Hm. Everyone calls me that, here. [ and most of his friends back home did too, so it's alright ]

Embarrassing...well. I guess it'll get less embarrassing over time. Neeheeheehee! [He knows why it might be, though. It's odd enough for an older girl to go by that honorific, but an older boy...almost unheard of. Still. It was unfamiliar, and that was nice. He'd never gotten a chance to appear cute to many people...]

...Ne, what about back home? Were you so casual back home~? I dunno much about your home apart from the fact that it's presumably in Japan, like mine. I mostly hung around the Shibuya area when I wasn't in school. [It could be a different Japan. Other dimensions were unpredictable like that. And it was at least something to think on that took their mind off of....whatever else this was.]

[ well, kaneki won't really understand the need to look cute, but whatever makes the other happy, truly.

he blinks, looking back at Kokichi, before he shakes his head ] I'm from Nerima City, in Tokyo. [ and that's where he usually hung around, really ] I didn't have many friends, but most people did address me with honorifics.

Not here, though. [ he doesn't mind that, honestly ]

[Good. This focus is helping his heart calm down.] Hum. I've never heard of a place like that. Maybe there are some integral differences between our worlds, after all. I'm used to getting 'Oma-kun'. 'Oma-kakka' and 'Oma-sama' are also common, if people are feeling formal. But I'd never have Kaneki address me like that. We're too close.

[He smirks. There's that confidence back. And yes, he's going so far as to say people address him as on the level as the Emperor of Japan. That's obviously a lie. Even DICE used 'kun', or rarely, 'niisan'. They were like one big family of runaways, after all.]

...There's so many mixed up worlds here that it's head-spinning, though. That's why I'm always so interested in differences. Helps that I've got a notebook noting down some extra info from...before even this, even, now. [It's made him a bit more paranoid, though.]

Don't tell anyone that. I trust Kaneki.

Really? You didn't have Nerima in your Tokyo? [ that's actually really surprising. Kaneki thought most Tokyos would be the same since it's all "Tokyo" right?

But he smiles a little at the mentions of honorifics. They are too close, right. "Chan" and "Kun" and Kaneki doesn't really mind either truth to be told. ]

Hmm, and what do you plan on doing with all the information you learn, Kokichi-kakka? [ kaneki is attempting to tease Kokichi, yes he is ]

Not that I remember, nope. DICE mapped out most of Japan for our nefarious purposes, so I'd know most of all.

[And then...you're too on the mark with this, Kaneki. Confidence break.]

O-Oi...just because it's true doesn't mean y'gotta...

[He clears his throat.]

Stay prepared, most of all. The essential thing is to remain prepared for anything. My own worst enemy from my universe has been around before. So I've gotta remain vigilant.

I'm getting stronger after all.

[Wow, that shadow is fading fast, even if Kokichi is officially Having A Time.]

[ nefarious purposes, he says...

But ken hums softly. Well, the other boy seems more lively now, even though he is talking about his "worst enemy", and in the end... it's probably good to have a plan? And something to occupy you with, he supposes. ]

Hm... then, I hope whatever you are preparing for doesn't happen. [ kaneki thinks this world has already so many issues that it's hard to prepare for anything, really ]

But I'm glad you are getting stronger. [ although kaneki may say that related to the disappearing shadow. In the end, it seems like this worked out ]

[...He lets out a little sigh.] ...You know, I'm usually pretty pessimistic, but...somehow. I don't think it will.

As long as I keep focusing ahead - getting more capable...it'll be fine.

[Of course, then he adds...]

...But if something does happen, I'm sure I'll be okay anyway.
Because you'll help me.

[And now, his shadow is almost entirely gone.]

[ kaneki blinks, staring back at Kokichi. He didn't expect to be relied on by someone else, he is usually the one who does that - always relying on other people's kindness and other people's strengths.

It feels good that he could finally help someone, and that kokichi accepts to see him as someone to rely on.

Kaneki smiles wider and nods ]

Of course I will help you. I'm here for that.

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Moderation isn't in my vocabulary

apologies about this response bc it may not at all be what you intended

oh my god kokichi lmao

:pensive: he's...selectively stupid

And Kaneki is very dense...

what a combination.

Two dumbasses!

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maaaaaaybe wrap here to go onto the next one nyoom

yesss we can wrap this one up <: