dohaeris: (in darkness)
Sansa Stark | Alayne Stone ([personal profile] dohaeris) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2022-04-07 11:20 pm

you're not my homeland anymore

Who: sansa and her crs
What: catchall for non-event logs. mostly she wants to tell some friends her name. also for some prompts that are simply too long for the event post
When: early april, broadly. late april for sibling-based event prompts
Where: her house (or wherever windows into the world of ice and fire can be found)

Content Warnings: canon-typical violence. character warnings in her app. uhhhh spoilers for asoiaf as if her canonpoint wasn't enough


[starters in the comments I just really wanted to use the taylor swift lyrics for this]
adaine: (all the things she said)

[personal profile] adaine 2022-04-28 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Adaine watches, silently, and glances up at Sansa. She knows that previously Sansa has been shy about this sort of thing, about revealing parts of herself. It seems cruel the way that Trench just throws secrets to the forefront without a care in the world.]

That's your family, right? [She says, both to announce her presence and to state the obvious.] Also, hi, I'm here.

[Real smooth, Abernant.]
adaine: (now i realize i'm not alone)

[personal profile] adaine 2022-04-28 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I see. [She assumed as much, just judging by Sansa's expression as she watched it all. This is only partially a memory then... a road not taken? Adaine is familiar with the concept generally. The Nightmare King's forest played tricks on her, and Fabian, with futures that weren't and presents that could have been.

They say something about you, but whether they're real or not... Well, she just hopes this isn't the spawn of Sansa's worst fears in the way that Cassandra's world was for Adaine.

She blinks when Sansa asks her to promise not to decide she's too stupid, both faintly amused, flabberghasted and somewhat concerned.]


Um. I promise? I don't think there's any risk of that, honestly. Neither of us are who we used to be. [A beat.] Plus, I think most people say and do dumb things at that age.

[Can it be worse than Adaine bludgeoning a woman to death on her first day of school? Or stealing a book that was keeping demons from being summoned into the school because her sister told her to and then promptly crying about it while giving it to the head of the conspiracy that wanted to unleash an ancient tyrant onto the world?

Probably not. Adaine watches the whole scene. While yes, the young Sansa was a bit rude and judgemental about her standards of femininity, it is none-the-less cute how earnest she is in presenting Meera with a dress.

She follows after Sansa through the whole vision, only sparing a quick glance toward Robb and Meera as Sansa walks away. There's something bittersweet there.

She watches the dance, and the siblings bantering in a playful manner and she starts to feel something bittersweet within her as well. Is this what a family looks like? Something looms over the horizon but they're happy, or they seem it. In Adaine's own house, dinners were silent, save for the empty conversations that Aelwyn would have with her parents, anything to keep the waters calm. Or sometimes she and Adaine would fight, using the gatherings as a battleground where Adaine would be punished no matter who was right or wrong, and they would hurt eachother and pretend to be glad for it.

She's not unfamiliar with the melancholy of watching parents that love their children. But it stings. She wonders, briefly, if this is what she'd have, if she had stayed in her own world with her new family.

She joins Sansa, glancing at her and gently laying a hand on her arm and leaning in to talk to her.]
Doing okay...?
adaine: (when are you going to just grow up?!)

cw for mentions of torture

[personal profile] adaine 2022-04-29 09:44 am (UTC)(link)
They seem like good people. [Which is rare, among people of ther own class. Although she suspects Sansa's family is a lot more influential and powerful than Adaine's own. The fact that they haven't succumbed to greed when Adaine's own parents had eagerly swallowed up every drop of poison that Kalina offered them...

Well, it's yet another reminder that they were disgusting people who deserved what they got.

There's a lot to digest here, really. First on her mind is...

1. Are they getting married?
2. Why?
3. They're her age? Who is that sure of themselves at 16?

What a bizarre world... Sansa might see her watch this whole ceremony incredulously with perhaps the slightest bit of judgement, despite herself.

She watches the rest with a solemn expression, and a displeased curl of her lip. She wants to protect these people she doesn't know from this cruel world she doesn't know. In her own world, she and her party would probably be fighting on one of these fronts.

But... which? She thinks she understands these Starks, and why they are rushing against Lord Bolton. It's the most immediately vile threat, and she would personally love to kill him. Or worse. Like they did with Biz, pleading for his life and whimpering as Riz took his fingers off one by one.]


If there's a civil war, and they fight Lord Bolton, then they'll be in an inopportune position if Euron attacks... or if King Rayder - [A bit on the nose in her opinion] - attacks. That's a war on three fronts.

Logically, the King should muster an army to fight King Rayder or his own subject. But I feel like this is all... [A bit more contrived than that?

Trench is a cruel place, huh.]
I don't know. I guess we'll see.
adaine: (we don't own our heavens.)

[personal profile] adaine 2022-05-01 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Adaine suspects that none of this could really end happily, even if Petyr Baelish doesn't arrive. She puts a reassuring hand on Sansa's shoulder when they mentioned Jeyne Poole is missing.]

Just... remember, it's an illusion, Sansa. Like a dream. [They're not in the Nightmare King's realm now, the dreams aren't real. Not yet. She grimaces slightly, she knows it's not easy all the same.

Even now she wants to reach through the illusion and kill Ramsay Snow and Petyr Baelish both.

Her eyes, however, dart open wide with surprise when they mention the warging power and Adaine gives Sansa a puzzled expression.]
Did you know about that?