[semi-open] If you're trying hard to breathe in the dark

[likethelight]

Who: Allen & others, possibly Argonaut appearances
What: Event-log and other April-related prompts. Plotting prompt stuff!
When: Throughout April
Where: Various

Content Warnings: SAD THINGS, harm and death to NPC children, mutilation, nightmare fuel mindfuckery, high corruption and beasthood.




⛧ 1. if your screams don't make a sound (wonderkind/AKUMA) ★

[ You were probably just minded your own business doing something totally normal — and then you got caught in up in Allen Walker's vortex of bad luck. Sorry. It's just a thing that happens. He doesn't even have his unlucky rabbit's foot on him! He learned better really quickly...!!

Regardless of whether you might have been haggling with a bakery over the price of day-olds, sipping tea in some little shop, or maybe this is your house that he's... about to put a hole through. So sorry — but all of a sudden part of the nearby brickwork explodes as a slender figure is bodily slammed entirely through it.

Yeah. It's that kind of day.

It does not look comfortable. And it does not look like something anyone could have gotten away with without some broken ribs, but as the dust settles the boy that was indeed used as a wrecking ball of sorts starts coughing and trying to sit up. This is just -- ugghhh...

Coming to his senses quickly though, dressed in a black and red jacket underneath what seems to be a impossibly volumous feathered white cloak that seems to be made of moonlight itself he -- blinks. And then whirls around, realizing you're there.

His left eye has bled black throughout the sclera, and the iris has shifted to glowing red rings that shift in and out like a camera lens focusing. There's a dark, corrupted sort of smoke that seems to be pooling around it as well. His expression is wide with alarm, actual fear for a moment at seeing you there, before he stumbles back up to his feet. To square his shoulders, face the hole he just was thrown through—

And rip back, shouting at you over his shoulder as he spreads a single arm out in warning. ]

RUN!

[ Because, over the edge of the rubble... there's a faint sort of here-but-not dark glow. And the world seems to desaturate, fading from color into the black and white. It doesn't feel right. It doesn't feel like you're even looking through your own eyes.

And then you hear a faint sobbing. Distant, but far too close as well. Like it's there in your own skull. Faintly.

And a figure floats into view, cresting the stone. At first, it looks like... an extremely mummified corpse. Bone dry, curled up in a fetal position. It isn't even the thing crawling up and through the hole, but that seems deem and distant right now. It's attached to it.

Because the sobbing stops as soon as you look at it, and the specter stiffens suddenly. Socketless pits for eyes turning right towards you as it realizes you see it —

—and its jaw falls open as it screams. ]



⛧ 2. if your heart just cries too loud all the time (butterflies/beasthood) ★


[ He knew this worked like a game of Russian roulette, he really did. And he doesn't even want to have to destroy any of the butterflies that have flocked to the Trench. It's fine when they stay up and away from people, but when they choose to land near populated areas...

It's not even for misjudging his own ability to purge corruption from his own body! It has limits, he knows that... too much can still be too much if it's all at once. But he has to keep trying. Better him than someone else. Or at least, thinking about that...

...it's easy to forget the actual consequences.

Maybe you were there when he destroyed the butterfly, a boy who suddenly transformed into into a white harbinger wreathed in what looks like condensed moonlight taking the shape of a huge feathered cloak and wielding a great broadsword as long and broad as he is. Maybe you just see the consequences of that — or hear the sudden howling gale.

A whirling gale of feathers, light, and tattered wings made from moonlight themselves that rips upwards from a doubled over figure. A white and gold gigantic masquerade mask floats above as well, twisting to and fro from the feathered cloak like it's unsure how to hold its shape, like it's too angry to remember its shape and cares not for what it was, but is trying to contort itself into something new. But the winged sort of cloak looks almost angelic, glowing white-gold and ethereal. It's beautiful, and somewhat terrible as well. Especially as the figure, with his hands clutching his head like it wants to split in two, would not seem to have a normal left hand but a great white and gold monstrous sort of claw instead. But it too can't seem to hold its form, splitting into glowing feathers along his arm that twist in the air.

It's like a howling monster clinging to the figure even as it also tries to rip away.

And if you're caught staring, an edge of that tattered, feathery wing-cloak rips out towards you and slashes into—and through the brickwork by your head. And that's when you might realize that even though it looks like a cloak and feathers, it cuts as sharply as any sword. ]

Stay— [ It's a boy beneath all that. A teenager, pale and ethereal himself as the feathers around him, with a dark red scar cutting through the left side of his face. And he pants and rasps it out, gritting his teeth audibly and fixing a surprisingly sharp and hard dark eye on you. A window of raw clarity in a maelstrom.

Anguished clarity, his face twisted in tragedy.

But that eye is blood red and black, and the scar surrounding it twists itself restlessly across his face like an angry, living thing. Black smoke bleeds from that left side of his face, mixing in with the white. ]

—back...

More closed prompts below! I'm trying to do more closed/planned things since I have a lot going on this month and a bunch that are sequential, but please feel free to hit me up on my plotting prompt and I'm happy to plan something and do a private prompt for us! He will be generally collecting the hope orbs, mostly for Viktor, getting fucked up with his restored memories/tether and hiding from people later in the month, and trying to purify and reverse the corruption/beasthood of any turned, especially as a result of the butterflies. So, especially if you want to get your character in on realizing even full beasthood can be reversed by exorcists and other sorts of purification abilities and you want them to be able to see the human souls still in them... 👉👈 hit me up.

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[swellter]

[ Semi-conscious, he catches a glimpse of a ghostly figure hovering near the priest. Her mouth moves, but he can't hear what she's saying above the loud thrum of his heart beating out a slow rhythm. Seconds tick by, and the figure disappears from one moment to the next.

It's... over...

His thoughts are sluggish. Even Kizu is quiet, curled over his heart; focused on the beating organ, ready to pounce if it dares to stop. His breathing keeps his muscles moving, providing warmth to his otherwise frozen chest. It's cold but growing warmer, his body acclimating to the warmer temperature of the artic freeze all around them.

He watches Allen stumble through the snow, too exhausted to lift his head, but he follows him with his eyes, lashes half-frozen; he can't even blink in response. The only sound comes from the short, shallow breaths keeping him conscious long enough to clear his fuzzy mind so he can activate his left side. ]

[likethelight]

[ Getting no response does absolutely nothing to reassure him. It's literally the opposite.

Mouth drawn down in conflicted worry, he bows his head for a moment over the other boy. ]

Pushing yourself so much... [ it's soft, no chide in it ] That's so reckless. [ No chide whatsoever, more quietly fond than anything, as he'd have done the same thing himself.

Even if he can't fully understand his powers and what he might need right now, other than rest, staying in the cold can't possibly do him any favors right now. So after a moment of drawing his lips into a thin, worried line his expression softens, eyes hooding thoughtfully. And he bends down, letting his invocation go and his cloak fade as reaches to take one of Shouto's arms and move it around his own neck, dipping his shoulder underneath him.

Timcanpy, dislodged, hovers in the air above them in watchful, silent concern. ]

Even if you'd probably say you're okay like this and I don't need to... [ He shifts, moving the semi-conscious boy's onto his back and centering his weight before he starts to get up to his feet, looping his arms underneath his legs. Carrying him on his back. ]

...the least I can do is this.

[ You're the one who's always offering to carry him, so this time let him be the one to carry you. And, if nothing else, he's warm and maybe that could help. Hey, he's even still feverish from the corruptive blast before. That should actually help, right? And he doesn't mind the cold.

The cold and snow always remind him of Mana anyway. The time when he was 'adopted', even if also the time when Mana died, and it's always held a special place in his heart. The reason why so much of his own Crown Clown reflects it. So this is fine. ]

[swellter]

[ When intense cold sinks its teeth into flesh, a slow and painful death is unavoidable. Brutally cold, his body shuts down forcing him into a catatonic state. No longer generating ice, his temperature stops dropping giving his natural resistance time to regulate his temperature. Built for extreme temperatures, Shouto is in no danger of losing his life, but he makes an all too easy target which is why he tries not to push himself to this limit in battle.

Having seen the aftermath of its birth, they had no choice but to stop it before it reached another populated area. Knowing that Allen could stop it, his choice was simple - support him till he couldn't. He's glad he lasted to the end. Once he realized they'd defeated it, he could let go, allowing his body's natural recourse to take over.

Chest rising from shallow breaths, he has no response to Allen's friendly chide, nor does he protest being maneuvered onto his back like a puppet on strings. The fact that Kizu isn't out snarling at him means he's okay with it. For now, Shouto probably feels like a plank of ice on his back, yet he doesn't shiver. His natural resistance to the cold starts to stabilize his temperature, stealing it away from Allen's warm back.

Ten minutes into their trudge through the snow, Allen will feel his temperature start to rise fairly quickly. Quirk activated, Shouto warms them both even if he still can't move, exhausted from his overexertion. This, at least, he can offer him until he gets warm enough to get his limbs moving again. ]

presuming something! lmk if that works

[likethelight]

[ He doesn't mind that he feels like solid ice on his back. It's the very least he can endure after everything that Shouto put into it. He's the first person who wasn't an exorcist to ever stand up against a level 4, you know? The first to win, and the last time Allen had fought one it had been with Kanda, whose power was also on par with that of a general's. You fought hard, harder than any other non-exorcist has in a fight like this, so he doesn't mind. Although... at first he is a little unsure about where to... go... but decides that Viktor's lab would be best, and lets Timcanpy start to guide them there.

He was expecting them both to feel warmer soon, both from getting away from the frozen tundra they'd left in their wake and from just balancing out, but he's a little surprised when he begins to feel actually comfortable and no longer painfully chilled. ]

? [ Was that because of him? Was he awake? Waking up? ] Todoroki?

[ A pause, trying to crane his head to see, but he doesn't hear a response. It makes him wonder, his eyes were open before, but... He's been so still, and his breathing so even if shallow, that it really feels like he's unconscious. It would make sense, too; passing out from something like that and needing to rest.

He's quiet for another minute, shifting the boy on his back a little to rest a bit more comfortably while he continues to put one foot in front of the other. ]

Ne, Kizu... [ It's quiet, thoughtful. He knows you can hear him. It's okay if you don't respond, and he isn't expecting it at all, but... ]

I'm sorry about before. [ Softly said, keeping his eyes ahead and chin up. ] I think... I can understand how you feel, though. You're like Tim. You just want to protect him, right? [ She'd snarled at him in the catacombs before, too. When he'd moved to try and offer a comforting hand when the void had finally released Shouto, and he wonders if that was because in that fragile-seeming state she'd wanted to protect him from Allen even then.

He smiles faintly, though his eyes are hooded in a heavy sort of contemplation, wondering again about something. "She's me." ]

Especially when people who have been hurt by others... I think it's easy to want to avoid getting further hurt like that. It's natural, even when all you really want might be to be around those people, too. Or anyone. [ Any scrap that could be considered kindness. ]

It becomes natural just to avoid pain then, even if it can be so very lonely.

[ It's simply spoken; absolutely from the heart... and like it's absolutely personal, too. ]

It'll be okay though. I'm glad you worry about him because he needs it. But he's going to be alright, too. With making his own decisions. [ Because he's a strong person. ] And I'm going to keep making my own as well.

[ It's firm. Determined, if very gently so. This isn't him conceding anything. ]

That's how people get stronger. How they get better. Even if they get hurt along the way... our wounds will heal. Even if there's a scar, they heal. [ He breathes out, finding something steady deep inside himself. Centering himself on making that promise. ]

So please don't be afraid when I'll help worry for him too. [ I'll protect him too like he protected me.

Okay? ]

[swellter]

[ With his left side activated, his body begins to warm. Heat rises to a comfortable temperature; a bubble of warmth of his own creation. It last long enough to thaw him out and once he's no longer battling the cold, his body shuts down from exhaustion. Kizu is with him, in his thoughts, before the world whites out and he falls asleep. His quirk deactivates and that bubble of warmth slowly dissipates. Muscles relaxing, his steady breaths - no longer shallow - are the only indication he's okay. Kizu remains curled up inside him, soothed by the steady beat of his heart. It's strong. Like him.

It's some time before Allen breaks the silence. Kizu ignores him at first until he mentions her by name. Skeptical, she remains quiet, mind sharp. There's a reason why her Sleeper hasn't been able to reign her in and it has everything to do with her stubbornness. Right now, she reflects that part of him more than Shouto does, weighed down by indecision when it comes to Deku and now Dabi. Until he can face them without making excuses for them, he won't ever be able to control her.

In her freedom, she makes sure to protect him even from himself. Deku hasn't been a problem, the two friends slowly working their way to the truth that still separates them. Secrets her Sleeper knows that Midoriya still thinks he can keep from him. It hurts him to know he's not trusted, but Shouto is willing to wait for Deku to let him in, trust him. It's the reason why he can't fully divulge his brother's presence to him. Trust begets trust.

Dabi is another matter entirely. Shouto trusts him. She doesn't. He's been the source of many of their arguments. The first time her Sleeper displayed his sheer stubbornness too by vetoing her concerns. In turn, she's turned to stalking the eldest brother, hunting him down the same way he hunts others. A taste of his own medicine. A feat Shouto does not approve of but is unable to stop.

Allen is a different story. A friend who invites danger, matching her Sleepers heroic nature. She still hasn't made up her mind about him. Until recently, she hadn't bothered to remember his name. Now, she knows it. He may be a problem but she can't find fault in his omen. So, due to her respect for the other omen, she deems to give him an answer by means of a telepathic link. Soft and fragile, the link connects but her words, the feeling behind them, is anything but. Confidant, she speaks:

How many times do you think a heart can break before it fractures? ]

[likethelight]

[ The answer, when it comes, is startling. Even Timcanpy isn't so much a voice in his head, a dialogue, but more like some instinctive and intuitive visceral understanding. Soulbonded. It's how they've always been, even when he was a golem in his world before with him. But hearing that quiet but strong sort of voice now, no, that's... it's her. It's definitely her. And he bites his lip for a moment at what she asks though, realizing how terribly loaded that question both is and the importance of an answer where... there is no real answer.

It makes his chest squeeze, but he does know his answer all too well. ]

Too many times... [ He murmurs it so gently, so sadly. ] Past when it feels like even your tears have finally dried up and you can't cry anymore. Past what anyone should have to bear. [ It's soft with regret. ]

But I think... as long as someone still has things that are important to them, they'll still be alright. As long as they still have something to live for and people they care about, they can overcome just about anything. [ Even their own heart being crushed. ]

Humans are resilient like that. No one's heart is entirely beyond saving, and I think the strongest ones are actually the gentlest ones. The ones that feel everything so painfully. [ He breathes out then, letting his eyes close for a moment and relaxing slightly at noticing that Todoroki seems to have warmed fully up by now and is indeed asleep. ]

Even if it takes a really long time...

[ Does he sound like he's talking from experience? Probably. Is his heart fractured? ... he doesn't think so. But it was broken apart over and over and over again so many times that it's beaten and misshapen and as full of scars as it is anything. Broke entirely with his mind for months when he turned Mana into an akuma and had to destroy the only person that had ever been kind to him... catatonic as a child and unable to eat, sleep, move from bed -- do anything other than scream from the pain of his curse mark or clutch his knees in a disassociated terror and wet the bed. And he was never the same after, his master had only coaxed him out of it finally, a season later, by pointing out he should remember the good of Mana.

So he did. And took that persona on entirely as his own in order to keep him alive that way. And he knew he buried his own self entirely to do so, he actually did... and it's why Cross pissed him off when he called him out on still wearing that "mask". But the point was... his heart was shattered. But his love for Mana let him glue it back together, even if badly and in a pretty unhealthy way. His love for the akuma and wanting to save them let him soothe it by finding meaning again. Finally making friends and finding a home, albeit briefly -- it felt like something in him was finally healing and that mask finally started slipping.

And then he lost the only other man to ever care for and raise him. And then he was cast out of his home as an enemy, he was responsible for the deaths of friends because he couldn't understand or control the monsters inside of him, ruined their lives and broke their own hearts in the process -- and then he lost Tim. He lost everything. He was even losing himself and everything he'd ever stood for. His tears finally dried up and something in him just... went snap.

It snapped, and he still doesn't know where it left him other than somewhere fatalistic.

But now he's here, and... feels warm. Because even after all of that, it's possible to still feel warmed by other. To feel happy; to smile. Even when it's sometimes just over the smallest things. To want to pursue onward and continue to live for the things you love and protect them: to still love, period. It's something. It's about always trying to heal, even if just a little at a time.

So yes. He believes in the strength of the human heart above all else.

He has to. ]

[swellter]

[ Deep within her Sleeper, Kizu takes in the world. Every encounter, even if she makes no comment, she absorbs. Allen has given away more than her Sleeper has picked up on and given that he intruded in on that invisible line separating Sleepers from another's omen by addressing her directly, she feels no qualm being just as intrusive. She's not nice. Nor does she dance around a subject. A reflection of her Sleeper, she asks what he would, if he were more aware of the people around him.

Are you alright? ]

[likethelight]

[ Blinking, he automatically tries to crane his head to look back at her -- well, Todoroki -- though obviously it's for naught. Was... he alright?

Timcanpy, having been dipping to the side to watch the entire exchange with a quiet expression, twists around fully at that. Not looking at Allen, but directly to where Kizu remains curled up within Shouto. So very thoughtfully and with an expression that's impassively gentle, though he lacks most things one would consider facial features. ]

I -- [ Wasn't expecting that. It's also an answer he absolutely evades or just outright white-lies through with people, too. But... she's an omen.

He blinks again, almost comically. And maybe, for a moment... realizes he's actually never thought about that. Not since he came here. ]

...I will be. [ He blinks a third time, coming to that realization, but sounds quietly certain about it. ] Why?

[swellter]

[ Todoroki remains in dreamless sleep, unaware of the conversation within earshot. Kizu won't tell him. She hardly ever points out what he's missed unless he's in danger. She does not coddle him, but protecting him is another matter. Not so much his physical form, but the one thing she's powerless to stop.

How many times do you think a heart can break before it fractures? ... Too many times.

But what happens in between?

Rei spent a decade in a mental ward. Touya burnt himself up and became a villain willing to harm his family. Fuyumi and Natusou were forgotten, discarded, the spare children who no one looked after except themselves. And Shouto... he hated, raged, and locked away half of himself in defiance. All while hearing praises of the man who ripped apart their family, stitch by stitch.

She feels more than sees Timcanpy's presence and raises her head to meet his, a calm presence like the sea at night without a storm in sight. Strong, powerful, and forgiving this night of a certain Sleeper.

She accepts the answer at face value and refrains from commenting on the vagueness of it for Timcanpy's sake. However, the question, she does not shy away from. She is blunt, like her Sleeper.

You're broken. ]

[likethelight]

[ ...ouch.

She gets a much different reaction from Timcanpy at that. His head (whole body) dipping down as his mouth ripples open, a rumbling of teeth in silent warning. Despite seeming so jovial and pleasant, so silly and harmless, just a little clown -- he's quite intelligent and knows precisely how fragile Allen is. It's why he exists. Why he always existed; to be his guidepost when he felt lost. To be his rock so he doesn't despair -- and that's the kind of statement that will hammer itself into Allen's head for a long time and fester.

Stubbornness is not his hallmark trait, although Allen can certainly be that. But what Timcanpy is is loyal, almost to a fault. And protective enough to die for Allen again if this body could be destroyed. Just as Allen is likewise loyal to those he cares for and protective to a fault.

And would -- will -- destroy his own body for.

And Allen... for a moment he startles like she actually struck him. It's harder to get a read on an omen, on someone you can't really see or read the expressions of in order to understand where they're coming from, but that sort of blunt answer...

He presses his lips together, harder than he needs to. ]

That's narrow-minded. [ It's likewise blunt. Gentle, but blunt. ]

[swellter]

[ If she is blunt, it's because he is vague.

She welcomes Timcanpy's aggression and Allen's bluntness. It's real, not vague. This she can trust more than anything that's been said so far. There's a truth in emotions that no words can ever express and she feels it through the link. She, in turn, radiates a steady calmness similar to her Sleeper, unapologetic of her thoughts. Hard truths are seldom gentle. They have teeth, bite down hard and don't let go until they're acknowledged.

If he is true - to himself - then she gives the same in turn.

So is he. Truth begets truth. He's broken. He breaks. Keeps going.

How long do you think it'll take before he fractures? You fracture.

How long do you think we'll watch in silence. ]

[likethelight]

[ ... Oh. Oh.

Suddenly he gets what she means now, or at least he thinks he does, and his expression smooths. Timcanpy is likewise momentarily mollified, understanding her line of thought. A dangerous one for Allen, maybe -- but maybe a necessary one as well. Especially as she does make a good point, and so he just watches them both very closely as he continues to drift in the direction of Willful Machine.

"How long do you think we'll watch in silence"... ]

I hadn't thought about it like that... what that must be like. I'm sorry. [ It's said more softly and somberly. The weight their choices put on their own omens... His relationship with Timcanpy is -- overshadowed by how they've always been. And perhaps he really did never think about how all that affected Tim, even before... until it got him killed.

Timcanpy drifts back, pressing his face lightly against the side of Allen's. _{He'd perch on his shoulder, but there isn't proper room.} But Allen closes his eyes for a moment.

It isn't about just their omens, either; it's about everyone around them who cares for them. Lenalee comes to mind, wiping angry tears from her eyes as she said how much she hated it, that smile of his, how he still smiled even when he knew she knew he meant to stay behind and likely die. How her expression would always drop a little as she watched him when he tried to hide something painful from her, and he knew she knew even if neither said anything. ]

...I don't think there's an easy answer, either. [ That really is the truth. But he looks back up ahead then, squaring his shoulders up a little again. ] But... just because the world is sometimes terrible and causes us to break, it doesn't mean we can just look away from it, either. Or hide from it. [ He's not that kind of person. Todoroki isn't that kind of person.

In another world, that might not apply. But in the world he remembers and in the Trench... this is the way the world is. The way he understands it. The unfortunate truth of a cruel existence.

Just, he comes to an entirely different conclusion because of it. ]

It just means we have to do what we can to help each other break a little less.

Isn't that what you help do?

[swellter]

[ There is no true answer worth knowing. She's not always right nor is her Sleeper. It's a balancing act between them. Her truths, his truths. Her turmoil stems from his doubt. Her defiance from his hesitation. Acknowledgment of her feelings is enough because they're his given voice. Those hard truths a hero has to discard in order to do their job, she represents that part of him that he accepts as collateral damage. Deku's secrets, Dabi's threats, Allen's lies. All the things her Sleeper forgives for the sake of love and friendship.

I give him truth and love. That is what I do. ]

[likethelight]

[ He breathes out a little at that, sounding relieved and he genuinely is. And lifting his chin back up, he takes note of how the buildings are becoming familiar now too; it shouldn't be too much longer. ]

Then, I'm glad. [ It's clear and forthright from his simple sort of certainty. ]

Even just knowing someone is there by your side... [ "Like having a light in the dark, and I don't want to let go..." ] That's enough, sometimes.

It's a start.

[swellter]

[ Deep within her perch, she monitors her Sleepers heart rate: slow and steady, same as his breathing. A calming balm that seeps through the link. Her emotions, much like her Sleepers, swing on a pendulum, but mostly, they remain at rest. Calm, neutral. Another reflection of her counterpart. She is him. Not the frightened child of his youth, but the man he'll grow up to be: stubborn, blunt, and honest. Unencumbered by the softer aspects her Sleeper already has a stronghold on: loyalty, compassion, and love.

A feeling of recognition and acceptance seeps through the link with an added: Sometimes it's everything. ]

[likethelight]

[ It's... nice. It's the sort of thing that so easily slips past the many guards he keeps up and ease them back down like they were never there, just that sort of calmness and neutral acceptance of things. It's ironic, as people who get worked up about him, emotional for his sake, who care so very hard and try even harder to reach him or change him... even if he loves them and understands where they're coming from, it makes him shy away, those guards higher than ever. Because he doesn't want to hurt them further, figuring the truth would usually be too cruel. But that deep sort of monolithic, unedited calmness she radiates into his mind...

She suits him.

Because it's similar to how it feels with Shouto; why it's easier to just exist as "Allen" without the editing around him. And he's quiet for a moment, lost in his own thoughts before finally replying. ]

It is. [ It's a soft, wistful sort of tone. ]

Thank you.

[swellter]

[ Gently, she loosens her tether on that link and it slowly dissipates taking with it that all-encompassing sea of calmness. Kizu returns her attention to her Sleeper without returning the sentiment leaving the same way she entered - unintrusive. ]

[likethelight]

[ He isn't surprised.

It isn't much longer before they get to Viktor's lab. He's awkwardly trying to find a way to reach into his pocket to fish for the key while also balancing Todoroki on his back, when he hears a clink and glances up to see Timcanpy hovering in front of him with the key already in his mouth. _{Aah, he should have expected it. Thanks, Tim.}

Viktor isn't there, having already moved in with Palamedes -- something he's grateful for, something tells him that after his reaction to Allen getting minorly injured before that seeing the two of them like this might give the man a small heart attack -- so he toes the door shut behind them and leaves Tim to get the light. Gingerly, he eases Shouto onto the cot, hovering for a moment in some nervous concern to make sure he still seems alright, just asleep, and making sure he didn't have any serious wounds he'd missed before. That his temperature seems alright and there isn't the severe frost from before, though he'd also felt as much before.

But it seems okay. It seems like they'll be okay, something that lets him finally let out a breath it feels like he'd been holding since the fight started, and... honestly, he just wants to collapse. He was just running on fumes, adrenaline, and the determination born from not having any other choice to even get this far. He was still shot repeatedly, has the lingering effects of the virus even if he did purge the deadliness of it, and the fatigue of just the fight itself. _{Sigh... he's hungry.}

Finding a blanket, he pulls it over the other boy, considers then his own coat for a moment... warm and like a blanket too, sure, but... ... he also got shot in it a bunch... and decides against it. So he just drops somewhat bonelessly against the wall by the head of the cot instead, with a faint oof, and curls up there with his back against it. Aaa, he should tend to his wounds, but he really is just so tired... a bit of a nap first sounds best. And besides, it wasn't like he'd just drop off Todoroki here and then leave... who does that.

Timcanpy crawls into his lap, perching on his thigh and looking expectantly up at him as Allen reflexively cups a hand around the golem and leans back, letting his eyes close. Tries to use his hood to pillow his head a little against the stone, but... that doesn't work great. ]

Hey, Tim... [ It's quiet, already sounding a little dreamy and disconnected. ]

Wake me up before Viktor gets here, okay...? Don't let me sleep too... long...

[ He's out, and Timcanpy just squares himself up and will also help watch over the two of them. It's a golem's duty as much as an omen's so he'll just sit quietly and record it all, keeping himself pressed up against Allen no matter how long he's asleep or wants to hold onto him.

No matter how long. ]

[swellter]

[ Sometime later, when his body finally releases him from its hold, Shouto shoots up from the cot, mind revving up to about 80% within seconds. He's relatively calm for waking up in a strange place, eyes shifting around the space while the sleep fog clears up.

Where am I?

After half a year in Trench, he's used to reaching for his omen whenever he finds himself at odds with his senses. He can feel Kizu in his mind, warm and calm. It relaxes him more than any words could ever soothe him.

Viktor's lab. Allen brought you here.

The priest's name circles his head as he looks around the room unaware of the boy sleeping behind him. Feeling in a daze, his memories of the battle start to surface including the strange aftermath with that ghostly lady. He remembers his fatigue. Allen making his way to him. A reprimand in the cold. Being moved, carried on his back, and then... nothing.

From his state, it's fairly easy to figure out what happened next. He's been rescued in the past after he overexerted himself and woken up in the hospital more than once. But, first things first, he takes inventory of his form, checking for any strange pain. Finding none, he pushes off the blanket and lets his legs swing over the edge of the cot when he spots-- ]

Allen?

[ --curled up on the cold floor next to the cot. Standing, he moves to his side to check on him. Finding Tim curled up beside him, quells any fears that surged to the forefront of his mind. Checking him for any visible signs of injury, Shouto moves to scoop him up into his arms to settle him onto the empty cot. ]

[likethelight]

[ Timcanpy wags his wings happily in greeting the moment Shouto looks at him, face splitting wide in an open, toothy grin. Entirely like an elated dog wagging its tail to see someone come home. He moves aside when he reaches for Allen though, taking flight and hovering in the air to watch.

There are visible injuries, certainly. His coat was blasted and torn where bullets hit and there is both his own blood and a thick substance like oil. Mostly they're grazes, with a few that impacted deeply across shoulder and chest despite his protective cloak, but in a manner more like blunt fangs biting in than the impact of bullets. But he isn't actively bleeding, and they seem clotted and dried.

Unfortunately though, even when exhausted Allen is a very light sleeper with a finely honed panic-reflex for anything that tries to move him, and so he starts to blink awake as soon as he's been lifted up. A little groggily at first -- and then startling a little at realizing he's being held. By -- ? ]

O-oh. [ It's... a little dumbfounded. And pink in the face. _{How embarrassing.}

He blinks again up at Shouto, pale eyes round as the moon, and searches for what he should say. Hi? ]

Are you better?

[swellter]

[ The toothy grin is met with a neutral expression that shifts dangerously close to curious when Tim starts wagging his tail with more energy than he'd expect after that battle. Looking at the golem in a silent - Can I? - he waits for Tim to move aside before gathering Allen in his arms and lifting him with ease. The movement prompts a panicked reflex from the shorter boy, which Shouto meets with calm eyes taking note of the rosy cheeks. ]

Are you feeling hot?

[ He asks, wondering if he's running a fever. How long did he carry him out in the snow? Plus there are the added bullet holes he spotted on his coat. How many times did he get SHOT?! He spoke about a virus; remembers the dark stars crawling on his skin like a curse mark. After all that, sleeping on the cold floor did him no favors.

Standing still, he waits for Allen to gain recognition before walking him to the cot and settling him down on the make-shift bed. ]

I overexerted myself. [ He answers as he raises a hand to check his temperature. ] I just needed some rest.

[likethelight]

[ He's barely two centimeters shorter...! That's hardly anything! ]

Not really. [ He doesn't quite put together why he's asking that and so he just answers reflexively and normally. Just watching the other's expression a little curiously now that his surprise has faded, though his forehead would feel a little warm. But only a little. His body fights the virus -- the poison -- very quickly and the rest was what he needed. Although his head does hurt...

But... his face might feel warmer than the light remaining fever or the brief blush. There's a lingering redness and tightness across one side of his face from the heat of his flames when Shouto had first lost control of his rage against the original akuma. But Allen's entirely forgotten it's even there.

He can set him down, but you better believe Allen's going to be sitting up, even if he struggles a bit up into it. His attention is primarily on taking in Todoroki's condition anyway, even if the other reaches out to check his temperature. ]

That's good... [ Good, he does seem alright. ] I figured it was something as much.

[swellter]

[ Seems like those two centimeters really have you strung up there. ]

[ He touches the back of his palm to his temple and finds him on the warmer side. Not a fever, but fighting off something.

The virus... ]

How many times did you get shot by those bullets?

[ He asks, looking at him for an answer as he recalls his explanation of the virus and his own immunity to it. Immunity doesn't mean it can't harm him still. He thinks, aware of the shortfalls of his own resistance. His immunity to the cold worked up to a point, after which, he could still succumb to extreme temperatures like anyone else.

This close to Allen, it's difficult to miss the reddened skin where his mask stopped. Feeling guilty, he pulls his hand away from him. He did that. His fire. In a moment of weakness, he lost control. Expression shifting to melancholy, he looks away to unclip one of the metal canisters hanging from his utility belt. Once in hand, he opens it and pulls out a familiar ointment meant to soothe first-degree burns. ]

Use this.

[ A solemn decree, as he hands him the balm. ]

[likethelight]

[ Maybe because it keeps getting pointed out. ]

A few times... [ Does he know? Actually he doesn't. But it feels like (and is) three that impacted him squarely and tore flesh, and a handful of other grazes along his left side where he'd managed to twist back in time to avoid anything direct. This is why machine gun versions suck. A single bullet he could catch or dodge more easily.

He looks a little surprised when Shouto's expression suddenly shifts as he pulls his hand back. Did he see something? Or... oh.

There isn't even the line from where his mask could have protected him; he reached out to stop Shouto before he'd even invoked his ability, let alone put his mask on, so the entire left side of his face is reddened from it, pulling tightly at the edges of his scar. Probably looks worse than it is just because of how starkly pale he is.

Remembering it the moment he tries to refocus on his face and realizing the tightened and slightly seared feeling there -- look, there's a lot that hurts right now and is going on with him and he really did legit forget -- and remembering when he'd first reached out to spin him around, he almost raises up a hand to confirm the minor burn. That's right, the heat had scorched him a little since he hadn't invoked. But he doesn't touch it, he only blinks for a moment at realizing Shouto's expression and where it comes from, and does not reach to touch it quite consciously.

But he does reach out when he offers him the familiar ointment. Like he means to take it -- but does not. Not yet. He covers his hand with his own (black leather) gloved right one, and then clasps them together with his left. And when Shouto looks back Allen is looking up at him quite intently, gentle but also with a somber kind of seriousness. ]

It's okay, you know. [ He knows you'll say it isn't because that's honestly how he'd feel if the roles were reversed, but... ] Even if you don't feel like it is.

Besides, it was my fault anyway when you'd already warned me to be careful.

1/2

[swellter]

[ You mean, you've got a problem with facts? ]

[ Looking away, Shouto tries to keep his focus on what matters instead of the guilt creeping into his thoughts. He knows the oppressive nature of his quirk. Felt the sweltering heat pounding down on him forcing him to submit to his father's rule for years. Now, he was the one endangering others.

Of course, he feels guilty. But he also knows, it's not the same.

I'm not my father.

Dragging himself away from those damning thoughts is difficult, but he manages it, focusing instead on providing first aid. It's why he's so diligent with his supplies, the ointment fully replenished since the last time Allen used it. It lends him a reprieve. Heart pounding in his chest, he shoves away the old addage when a gloved hand clasps his between two hands.

He startles, eyes flicking up to meet a grey sea. Hand stiff, he's left staring at Allen with uncertainty. For a moment, it even seems like his words might soothe him up until he speaks that last line. ]